livingoutloud

I've been slackin on the updating because I've been crazy sick.
Perhaps I could get over the sickness if I would get some sleep and quit going out each night....Fuck that noise.


To those I've meet over the last two weekends: your all so lovely.

Quick update:
Convinced the new girl (we'll call her 'Nee' from now on) to go to the local open mike night. She's been out of the live performance thing for a while now and I decided this would be a good way to ease her back in. I'm not one for easy complments, and I have to admit she is really fucking good. Or at...
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There has been a great deal of false starts lately. Despite my affection for starts and beginnings, its good to see that some things do develop further. Sometimes the world is ready to recieve you.

When you spend 12 hours with someone and dont get bored once, its got to be a good sign. Things are best when thay are pulled out long and slow....
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So, there is this girl. Ive been nothing but clumsy and aloof and I know its hindering things. Usually I allow my nervousness to make me more aggressive, a tactic that works well when you have low expectations or baser intentions, but I dont think I want to do that with her. So Im left feeling incredibly out of my element and wondering when Im...
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Last night I said the worst possible thing, at the worst possible time, in the worst possible way.
Last night I was a tool.

I have to quit drinking so much.
I have to quit drinking with people who make me want to scream and throw punches. I have to quit coming home in fits.

I'm going into hiding for a while. I'm going to...
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Last night was so lovely. My favorite coupled friends took me to a big band jazz event with dancers, and restored cars, and two wonderful bands. I had a blast.

When they played Glenn Miller's 'In the Mood' I clearly remembered dancing with my father in the Smithfield community house. My parents were part of a Shag dancing club when I was younger. My mother...
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Color me confused.

I just dropped by the archived girls section and discovered a basketload of very popular and active SGS have been archived.
Apnea, Katie, Molly, Claudia, Rae, Sicily, Voltaire!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

What the fuck?!
When did this shit happen?
~K



Updated to Say:
I went and read olivia's journal and now I think I know what happened. Still, I'm gonna miss the OG-SG's like...
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Dear Connie:

Get off my dick.

~K

Last night, I finally took the time to take care of myself. I turned on the Frank Sinatra, cleaned the house and got some solid rest. I meant to do the same tonight but the universe was conspiring against me.

I tried to listen to the radio, but the first station I turned to was playing a weighted song. The song I ran to a...
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Guess who is back on SG?!

I had to disappear for a while to get some work done. I just wrapped up A Streetcar Named Desire, and while the ultimate product is just lovelythe process was one unholy beast.
The details are far too overwhelming to record here, but I will say that all of the problems I had working with this shop on the...
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its all going to hell.