livingdeadkirst

well currently in newcastle at the moment. sydney was ok...would have been good to have someone around. Lissi is one nice chick tho! been in newcastle for 2 days so far...and so far really enjoying myself. so good not to be at home in rockshithole. everytime i'm away from the place it reminds me how much i want to get out. however...from seeing newcastle and...
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well today was much better. no break down so that is always a good thing...lol. still busy as fuck tho. damn i hate being busy however i also hate being bored. oh the life of being a whore to the system!

well house is fucking packed at the moment. i'll just call her the boss...well her parents are here and sister and brother as at...
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what a fucker of a day today. i had a break down at work today due to fucking stress. everything just built up and built up until BAM i was crying. i tried to stop myself and went to the toliet and had a little cry...calmed down and went back to my desk...then one of the girls in my office apologised to me for something...
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another boring weekend ahead...lol. seems to be my life at the moment...but for a good cause..HOLIDAYS!!! can't wait. only around 10 days or so now...woot! soooo excited

feeling much better now and not so fucked up in my feelings. knew i'd get over it! started a detox today and damn it makes me thirsty. it is a liquid detox. i've drunk so much water today...
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things are just falling into place. i'm definately moving and it is fucking awesome. both my friends are keen to do a share house thing and the area is agreed upon even before we all talk. it rocks! however i'm waiting for something to come crashing down. this all just seems way too right.

went and saw sin city last nite and it was wicked!...
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damn what an awesome day today was. caught up with a friend from sydney who fucking rocks! and pretty much my decision on moving away from this shit hole was helped. she lives in sydney...is looking to move at the end of the year...wld love to live in a share house...and i'm looking to move...all makes sense. so pretty much we made the decision we...
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oh what a weekend! i have to say that this has to be the biggest weekend i've ever ever ever had ever in my life! (yes i have lived under a rock for ages...hahaha). where to begin....

friday nite..i was planning on a nice quiet evening at home with some dvd's and some nice eats...but...plans changed fairly quickly. got home and as soon as i...
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uuuggghhhh what a weekend! i'm way too seedy to talk about my weekend tomorrow nite i will inform of my shinanigans.

never ever ever again!

laters kiddies
kirst

*yawn* so fucking tired...but YAY it is the weekend! feel like i'm coming down with something so i'm going to go and kill it off well and good with alcimohol. i think drinks tonite and lots more drinks tomorrow will kill off whatever is attacking me. stupid attacking things.

have the moving thoughts running in my head once again. thinking of even heading to the...
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got the news i wanted however relooking at things i'm going to have to say no. really don't feel like explaining it or anything...and no it wasn't about a boy if ppl are wondering...hehehe.

so no good news at all about that. back to square one for a while me thinks. got to get my priorities in order.

well keeping to my excercisiness lately. been...
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haven't been around much. will repond to comments soon i promise! have a bit to update...a few exciting things going on with me....but no time to update properly. it is VERY exciting...IF i get the answer i want

keep smiling

hhrrmmm...let me see.

well NZ trip is off. totally can't afford what the girls want to do and i really don't want to have to be jealous and look on while they do all the cool stuff and i'm stuck minding the bags. so going to organise with my sister and we will go next year around this time. that way we can both start...
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