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I'm getting depressed again. And I have absolutely no reason to be. Ugh, I hate bipolar. frown
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octological:
I am envisioning pesto chicken and pesto veggies at your house.
downedcity:
all my photos are self portraits. my camera's not that great and the zoom is kind of broken. but it's effective for profile pics.
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The Secret by Rhonda Byrne. Check it out. Yes, it's controversial, and some of you may belive it's hooey, but I started reading this book on Monday, and it's already working. I've seen firsthand in my life, how the power of the mind directly influences my life. It feels great to be able to make the things that I truly want happen now. I have...
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philconnors:
I am sure the right opportunity will open up for you. I got to see my brother earlier this week and I think he is looking for an evening manager for the hotel restaurant he works at (in Manassas). Good luck and have a great weekend. wink
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So...um...yeah...we're going out to get an X-Box 360 and Rock Band tonight. I forgot we had a no interest Circuit City credit w/a low balance. Thanks, Insomniac, for getting me addicted. The darn game is like crack. wink
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alvynaumagumma:
thank you so much for what you said. it really helped me smile

xbox360 is fun smile
theinsomniac:
You're very welcome! Let's rock!
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So, according to the radiologist who did my test yesterday, my gallbladder is fine. I still haven't heard from my doctor with the official report yet though. I just don't know what's making me sick then, and I'm not looking forward to the "next steps". What other tests are they going to run? I guess I get to look forward to tubes going down my...
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bosshogg01:
Thanks for the comments sweetie!

I hope all is well with your health!
dierdre:
Thanks so much for your kind words on my Palace of Wonders set. It makes a difference.
I hope they change their mind about it. Brooklyn and i put so much work into it: we'd love to get paid for it.

Thanks again!
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Well, I go to get my HIDA scan to test my gallbladder today at 2. Hopefully, this will be the last test to determine if I need surgery or not. Just take the damn thing out already so I can eat without being in pain and/or spending time in the bathroom. Ugh. I'm so hungry though. I can't have anything to eat or drink until...
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Since I've been home with essentially no job (go me), I have been cleaning out a lot stuff in addition to searching for jobs and going on interviews (I have two scheduled for tomorrow and I already had one on Tuesday...a sincere go me!). I was cleaning off my bookshelf and gathering books to donate for charity when I stumbled across my old poetry journal....
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adelayde:
i managed to get away with only a few on my thighs and one on the bottom on my left boob. you can actually sort of see it in the picture. i worked out like you wouldn't believe as soon as i was able to after having otto.
adelayde:
thank you. blush
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So, I got demoted at my job today and essentially forced on a leave of absence without pay with no guarantee that there will be a job for me when/if I return to work. I say essentially forced, because I was told that if I miss work to go to my ultrasound appointmet tomorrow to get my gallbladder checked (more on that later), I will...
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philconnors:
Wow, that IS pretty shitty. Hopefully the doctors will be able to figure out what is going on with your gallbladder and something different (better) will open up for you. Your boys are lucky to have such a dedicated mom. Take care and keep us posted. smile
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A little late but whatever...

Happy Yule and Merry Christmas! smile

I missed my Yule celebration early in the weekend b/c I was hit with a very icky stomach virus and spent Friday night and Saturday in the bathroom. frown I had to send the kids to my parents' house since my husband works his second job overnight on Fridays and Saturdays and wasn't here to help....
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philconnors:
I am glad to hear that you had such a nice Christmas. Are you planning on going to the SG DC Gathering?
It is a Monday night, but it might be fun... surreal
Anyway, have a Happy New Year. May 2008 be better than 2007. biggrin
philconnors:
Sweeney Todd was great. We saw it up in Silver Spring with a friend. The sets were really cool and Helena's (Mrs Lovett) hair was awesomeIMDB Picture.
The rest of the holiday was pretty good. I worked from home on X-Mas eve and then went to a dinner party then to the Christmas Eve service. Slept in X-Mas day where my BBKF got an I-Touch from "Santa." Overall it was great. I can't believe the year is almost over. surreal
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So I'm sick of being in this depression. It's been the longest 1 1/2 months. I can't just turn it off, but I'm making a conscious decision to think as many positive thoughts as possible and work hard in all that I do. I have felt like absolute crap lately and missed a lot of work as a result. I may hate my job, but...
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philconnors:
I hope the new year brings better things for you. I hope you are seeking some sort of treatment (therapy, meds, yoga, whatever) and that your situation improves. For a quick (if cheap) laugh, check out the Christmas tune below.

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I don't hate my life, but I certainly hate some aspects of it. I really, really ache inside right now, like something is gnawing at my stomach and my heart is going to explode.
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philconnors:
Do you still have that long commute to Richmond? I find that my commute can REALLY make or break my week. whatever
alvynaumagumma:
oh i hate that feeling. and i know there's nothing anyone can say to make it better, so *hugs'n'kisses* kiss
hope it passes and you feel happy soon