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it was my birthday yesterday. i had a nice but very busy day.

today was shit though, had arranged to go to lunch with a bunch of friends, and EVERY ONE of them cancelled on me. made me feel amazing. frown

went to see wicked with lock last week. it was amazing. i loved it! you should go and see it!

things are going well with...
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charliebuoy:
thanks smile
jericho:
Don't worry about me - I'll be ok smile

I appreciate your concern sweetie. It means a lot to me smile
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did i tell you i was doing well? yeah i am...still. i have a few days where im not so happy...but they are becoming fewer and further between. biggrin

let me fill you in on whats been going on.

* been spending loads of time with my ex, alex. which has been absolutley lovely...he means the world to me.

* back at work....and straight in the...
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nish1:
What a marvelous hoody smile
Where did you get it ?
Don't worry about being 29, before you know it you'll be 30 wink
P.S
I met Boba Fett
cerephinna:
Reconciliation is a wonderful thing smile

I hope you're well honey and had a good birthday x x x I'll persuede Paul to come along and we can meet up for dinner and have a good natter x x x hugs!
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i feel so much happier biggrin biggrin i've enjoyed the 3 days ive had withe the kids last week. maybe this year will be easier biggrin biggrin biggrin

i love my friends. i'm in a "i-have-the-best-friends-in-the-world" mood. And i really really do. ive spent every evening speaking to my best girlfriend on msn and boy have i missed her. and Alex and i have been in so much contact (daily)...
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aesirr:
Glad things are getting much better my dear.
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i still hold on to what i said in my last blog. things are a bit strange.....my relationship with this place seems strained....after all the drama last month. which i deeply regret and wish i could change on a daily basis.
BUT lets do what a few people are doing and be positive!!!!!!!!!!!

ok sooooooo things to be positive about, lets list them:

smile


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strawberrybomb:
Hey hun, I should be able to come. It depends on my money situation at the mo, as i am rather poor but i will definitely try.
shemyaza74:
Good to see you're getting on with Alex. I am ok hun just gone through a period of feeling like I was taken for granted by people. Hence my facebook heading of being harsher and I am letting those who care actually come to me. So far they have been Tracy, Helen, John, Toni, Lee, David, Sarah, Nikki, Amanda and amazingly Ellie.

Weight loss does extraordinary things for being noticed by women but I haven't taken my chances recently and have turned down a few who wouldn't have noticed me a few months ago. Weights and toning do have an amazing effect???? Going out clubbing and getting attention is something I haven't been used too, so will enjoy it and take my time till jumping into a new relationship.

I hope we all meet up again soon. I should be earning better money myself soon so I have alot of plans to catch up with and enjoy. We should all go to Hakkasan when I'm back working again, on me!! In the mean time, don't worry and I will be back soon smile

Thanks for caring, it's very appreciated kiss
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it feels funny coming on here now. things arent the same as they were before, and it doesnt feel the same any more...i dunno. so much has changed in the last 5 weks. my life has turned upside down. nothing is the same. i have no constant to ground myself with. the life i had has gone, some of it good and some of it...
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lock:
Glad you had a great time hon
orchid:
kiss kiss kiss
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i have no internet at the moment in my new house, which sucks so im sorry ive not commented on any of your blogs. i dont know how long it will be but i promise i'll try and make it sooner rather than later.

so i moved out last week. its cool, been a bit strange. this is the first time ive lived away from...
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bishbash:
08-08-08
discosleaze:
hope youre enjoying your new house x
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think i found a house.


the thing with the kid seems to have worked out...phew. it was some of the worst few days of my career so far.


going to a wedding on sunday, my mate from work's, first hindu wedding i have been to so it should be so much fun.

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nish1:
Yay house smile

My older sister was an english teacher for a while and she told me how horrible some students can be. Glad it's all sorted.

Hindu weddings are full on events i'm sure you had a brilliant time.

Your marvelous TieAdvanced tattoo. No I didn't notice it was upside down? by the way, where is it on you ?
Wrist or ankle?

P.S
Princess Leia hasn't aged well has she!
miserabelle:
I'm glad it worked out okay, good luck with your house! xx
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aall my blogs seem to be so fucking miserable....but to be honest thats how i feel at the mo...

so the past few weeks have been majorly shit and aint promising to get better.


reasons to be totally fucked off:


  • fucking the last few months of school up


  • being accused of hitting a kid.....seriously this is a BIG problem and is not good. my life...
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cerephinna:
Thank you for the birthday wishes smile kiss

When things are bad, everything seems to happen all at once. I've wondered if maybe it works like that so that there isnt so much bad shit the rest of the time. Maybe I'm talking crap though.
I really hope that everything turns out for the best for you hon, I really do (((huge hugs)))
chomper13:
Aaaww Whats the piccie It hasn't shown up I'm intrigued biggrin
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lilandra:
Shopping always helps me feel better, i miss having lots of money sometimes. hope your feeling better, were still sending you hugs. xxxx
jericho:
girl, I gots to get me some abs!!!

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pixiebelle:
Sorry I didn't say much to the last couple journals but it's a touchy subject for me so I rather stay away.
I just hope you're starting to feel better and whole again.
lilandra:
I hope your o, i havent seen you on msn, or facebook recently. xxxxx
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im not talking about anyone in particular...............just ranting
i know im a physco sometimes....i overreact. i dont mean to be so mad. and im sorry its made my friends walk on eggshells around me. i promise you im not like that ALL the time


im fed up with people thinking im not good for my boyfriend, asking him why he puts up with me....its not...
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victoriasponge:
being psycho can be entertaining.... well thats how i look at it! biggrin dont stress about things hun, especially when it lovely and sunny outside. x
skeneo:
Hiya long time no see (well on sg anyway)
Looks like things are alot different from last time we spoke hope you feel better soon

so how goes the teacher thng you still warping the kids minds lol
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mmmnnnnn a shameful 4 comments on my last blog. i dont mean that to sound ungrateful or anything it was just quite a personal blog......oh well.


not a lot to say really, half term is here and my exam scripts have arrived....all 350 confused and 4 parts per script...pooo pooo, its taken me 5 hours to do 40 of them...welcome to my life until the 27th...
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bikerben:
Probably down to that disturbing picture that you have in your profile eeek

purplesiamese:
hello! i got bollocked for saying i was seeing the boys on saturday! should have said, not to go out, just to say hi in the day time!

hows you?