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I am getting my picture on here soon. You all get to see the man behind the mask! Mwahahahaha!

My bday is two days away, and with each passing hour, I become more and more depressed. Why is that? Every year around my birthday, as the moment comes nearer, I want more and more nothing but either solitude or the year I tried to commit suicide. And I hate it

I hate bills. I got so much stuff to pay I cant even afford my own bday party. How lame is that man?

Im going to the shore today! Whoohoo. And I am going to win it big at the casino so I can be B I G pimpin'. thats right Jersey watch out, cause here comes the hoochie coochie man, OW!

Do the mistakes of the past ever haunt anyone else? Do the ghosts of past regrets keep you laying awake at night afraid tha if you close your eyes, they might just eat you up?

Hey peolpe, I am actually in a good mood for a change. I met some chick at a bar and had my first one night stand! Sex without attachment rocks!

Man I am totally popluar. I think my journal entry for today is:

Ritual suicide

More Poetry.....

"Outcast"

Look at all the happy people,
Sleeping in their plastic houses,
Driving their toy cars,
Living artificial lives.

I'll never be part of that world,
Full of sugar-coated fantasies,
My place is the darkness of reality,
Among the refuse of their society.

My life's the nightmare,
That they're too afraid to dream,
I'm the monster in their closets,
The fear they could...
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Man Im beat see you all later ::need to get me a samich too:

Yo man, more poetry. Dig it.

"Juliette"

I'm at the club on Friday night,
And I see her dancing beneath the light.
Hips swaying to and fro,
She beckons me and I go
To her, and with a smile
She says, "Twenty bucks baby and Im yours for a while."

I give her the money and she takes my hand,
Leading me to that magic...
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