Well, I feel a whole lot better.
Still tryin to get a job. I have an interveiw at 5 tomorrow. Hopefully that goes over well. I think the baby and I are both starting to get better. Yeah!! Poor little guy. Can't wait 'til the upcoming weekends. I'm going to go to Christopher's baptism, this Saturday. hehe. Hopefully get to see some old Nun friend's....
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Still tryin to get a job. I have an interveiw at 5 tomorrow. Hopefully that goes over well. I think the baby and I are both starting to get better. Yeah!! Poor little guy. Can't wait 'til the upcoming weekends. I'm going to go to Christopher's baptism, this Saturday. hehe. Hopefully get to see some old Nun friend's....
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pammy:
damn girly! More bruising over here than at practice! What the hell? thanks for the compliment baby, I've been EXACTLY where you are and it gets better, no worries. 
modvayne:
I hope things turn around for you. No matter how bad it may seem, it does get better.
I got new pictures! Saturday a bunch of us got together, went to Fricker's, and then a few went to Pammy's. Had a good time even though I was Sober... 
Then went over to Sinfuldiva23's Sunday. Had a great dinner. Her man cooked for us... mmmm chicken. Shardik came over last night. That was fun 
All in all had a good weekend. But...
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Then went over to Sinfuldiva23's Sunday. Had a great dinner. Her man cooked for us... mmmm chicken. Shardik came over last night. That was fun All in all had a good weekend. But... Read More
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jillkristen:
almost 27 weeks..
ya. im kicking a cold right now too.. sucks..
ya. im kicking a cold right now too.. sucks..
nikonphoto80:
how are you? 
ladyofeve:
I was the only one sober...
Ok journal's are for Bitching. If you don't want to here it, then don't read.
Ok. First and foremost, some of what I remember from my other journal. Justen. (My baby's dad for those of you who don't know) Has only given me $40 since I've known him, and been pregnant. He doesn't want me to take child support, so he can get ahead, so...
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Ok. First and foremost, some of what I remember from my other journal. Justen. (My baby's dad for those of you who don't know) Has only given me $40 since I've known him, and been pregnant. He doesn't want me to take child support, so he can get ahead, so...
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nikonphoto80:
well maybe i can do that. what kind of girls do you like?
shardik:
Speaking from a father's perspective, I prefer to see my children have things no matter how far in the hole I go. Children need both parents to take active roles in their lives. - Modvayne
-Amen sir.-
I know it's tough being a responsible momma but you're doing a good job!! It just makes it even better when you do make it to see everybody!!
*hugs*
ps. love the new proflie pic! cept for that dork you let in the picture with you
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-Amen sir.-
I know it's tough being a responsible momma but you're doing a good job!! It just makes it even better when you do make it to see everybody!!
*hugs*
ps. love the new proflie pic! cept for that dork you let in the picture with you
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God damn it!!!!!!!! 
I just wrote out my entire update that was like three paragraphs long and I got a phone call and lost it. All of it!!
I could just ram my head into the monitor. Stupid fucking Dial-up. Oh well. I don't even remember half of what I wrote.
So here's my update.
I just wrote out my entire update that was like three paragraphs long and I got a phone call and lost it. All of it!!
I could just ram my head into the monitor. Stupid fucking Dial-up. Oh well. I don't even remember half of what I wrote.
So here's my update.
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joenobody:
mean and trucks..haha
joenobody:
are you on aim? I'm gonna IM you
God damn it!!!!!!!!
I just wrote out my entire update that was like three paragraphs long and I got a phone call and lost it. All of it!!
I could just ram my head into the monitor. Stupid fucking Dial-up. Oh well I don't even remember half of what I wrote.
So here's my update.
I just wrote out my entire update that was like three paragraphs long and I got a phone call and lost it. All of it!!
I could just ram my head into the monitor. Stupid fucking Dial-up. Oh well I don't even remember half of what I wrote.
So here's my update.
I can't fucking handle any of this anymore. I have no where to vent know where to let it all out. All I do is fucking cry. Why would anybody want to put up with shit like this? I am a fucking mess. And I'm supposed to be a mother? What sick and twisted person would want to do something like that. Make a fucked...
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modvayne:
We all need someone to listen to us now and then. Sadly though, it often seems as if we don't have those people around us. I'm a great listener if you need someone to talk to.
shardik:
*hug* I told you I'm here if you need to vent or you can come beat on my heavy bag and release some anger
*hug* I told you I'm here if you need to vent or you can come beat on my heavy bag and release some anger I got to see my first child birth last night. It was amazing, seeins how I couldn't see my own and all... My friend Ashley gave birth to a 10 pound 15 ounce baby boy 
And I thought Jordan was big. I guess we're growing 'em big now. She was only at the hospital for like a total of five hours. She was already pushin...
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And I thought Jordan was big. I guess we're growing 'em big now. She was only at the hospital for like a total of five hours. She was already pushin... Read More
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pammy:
ugh with the ten lb babies! Ty was huge too, I'll never stop having flashbacks of that pain! And yeah, fuck brakes!
obliviousfocus:
awww thats cute
I got to see my first child birth last night. It was amazing, seeins how I couldn't see my own and all... My friend Ashley gave birth to a 10 pound 15 ounce baby boy And I thought Jordan was big. She was only at the hospital for like a total of five hours. She was already pushin by the time I got there. She's...
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And I thought Jordan was big. She was only at the hospital for like a total of five hours. She was already pushin by the time I got there. She's... Read More
Wow, All I can say is wow . I had so much fun last night, it's not even funny. Even though I drank a little to much. It was fun. My favorite past time is definetly going to kick ass concerts. I went and saw Sevendust, Nonpoint, and Socialburn at Bogart's in Cincy with Shardik. I had great company and didn't get trampled. All...
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. I had so much fun last night, it's not even funny. Even though I drank a little to much. It was fun. My favorite past time is definetly going to kick ass concerts. I went and saw Sevendust, Nonpoint, and Socialburn at Bogart's in Cincy with Shardik. I had great company and didn't get trampled. All... Read More
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shardik:
Glad you had fun girl
shardik:
Yes. yes it was
So, it's over. That must be why I had a bad feeling. But why does it hurt so fucking bad.
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happylittlebitch:
sweet maybe i can meet you.. i go to columbus alot though!! LOL
i am probably going to be at the next punk nite.. so if worse comes to worse amybe i will see you there!
i am probably going to be at the next punk nite.. so if worse comes to worse amybe i will see you there!
punknitemike:
we need to hang out again! im thinking bout doing another get together sometime this month, think its a good idea?
sounds like things are getting a lil better for ya! good luck with the job interview! what is the job for?
if you arent busy saturday nite, come to elbos!