Birthday's today. Nothing really planned which is......kind of sad. I think is summer I'll do something big for myself. Been missing Italy alot recently maybe I'll go there for a couple of months. Time in the villa would probably do me some good.

Anyway, on to other things. Recently (about the last six months or so) I been slowing withdrawing from this site. I don't know it just doesn't feel the same anymore, it feels different, less........social.

I remember just a year or two ago it being more of an open place. People requesting friendship actually talked to each other and had shit in common, it wasn't this random thing.......Ok maybe it was but at least it didn't seem like it. It just seems odd, all the little random requests are from people that have NOTHING common in their profiles with me, don't belong to ANY of the same groups, and to top it off never respond to a single comment. I just find it odd. Now I know I may send out random requests but here's the thing I actually READ people's profiles and blogs and respond to comments. If I send out a request it means I'm actually interested in you and your opinions and thoughts. What I think friendship should be built on.

Now I know I'm not the most open person...shit I still haven't put up another pic other than the shitty (quality) one that's up there now. That's just me though, I procastinate (sp?) and then usually get busy and forget. That's the nature of the beast for me, some what busy then really busy.

Kind of forgot where this was going and got shit to do today, but long story short. Thinking my time on here will come to an end soon. unless I start to feel differently. [end rant]