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puke puke puke puke puke skull skull skull skull robot robot robot robot ooo aaa ooo aaa ooo aaa ooo aaa miao!! miao!! miao!! miao!! miao!! bok bok bok bok oink oink oink oink oink EL SUICIDO LOCO EL SUICIDO LOCO EL SUICIDO LOCO EL SUICIDO LOCO ARRR!!! ARRR!!! ARRR!!! ARRR!!! mad mad mad mad love love love love confused confused confused confused whatever whatever whatever tongue tongue tongue tongue surreal surreal surreal surreal biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin

So there!
alistairmather:
i am not good at interpreting random symbols. hell, i can't even tell when someone is hitting on me... but that may be caused by my inability to accept anyone would (and i still think they are all lying about it).

anyway, hope the time with the girl was good.
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Girl update.

She arrives in my home town tomorrow.

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EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
scylla:
Thanks, potato! Good luck with the girlio.
alistairmather:
ahhh, much luck with that... i myself have discovered that the cute girl i work with is dating an equally cute guy whom bares the same name.

coincidence seems to run rampant these days... time keeps doing funny things to me.

anyway, love is a many splendid thing and all that rot... though i have come to believe that true love needs to be fleeting. its so much better when it can only be perfect for a moment.

time is not the enemy, its all in our heads. and in the end, we are all playing a game of you.
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Happy Christmas all of you.

kiss
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littledeaddoll:
Happy Holidays to you miss! biggrin
fortysix_and_two:
Merry Christmas hun
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(sigh)

I'm back in the 'wanting to vent but can't stage of my life right now. Mostly because I'm dealing with stuff I've no choice but to deal with and really have no right to be getting pissed off about. Especially around here, when some of y'all have way worse stuff to deal with than I do. So yeah, irritable but dealing.

Went to see...
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fortysix_and_two:
Beautiful to know it can bring you two together. My father and I will never bond that way.
littledeaddoll:
over all, how would you say the new LOTR was??? love
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We talked. Everything fine and there was no need to angst about the awkward. I'm an idiot smile

And even better, I wasn't an angsty idiot around her! OK, I was an angsty idiot around lots of others, including you guys but I wasn't around her - I just brought it up calmly and we dealt with it cooly and swiftly.

Which prolly raises a debateable...
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cherry:
blush hi

Cherry xox
fortysix_and_two:
That's all right. Usually takes a knock upside the skull for me to learn anything with how thick-headed I am.
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Ever had one of those phone-calls with someone you really care about and it's going well and it's going well and suddenly you say something at the end and it all gets awkward and that's how the call ends, and no matter how good the rest was you're now all worried because of the awkwardness at the end?

Yeah. Guess who that happened to last...
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scylla:
That's not avant-garde at ALL, dude! tongue

I hope you get your shitnit together. the first step and all smile
fortysix_and_two:
I'm right there with ya, same situation in a lot of ways. Told a potential employer to shove it up sideways and break the handle off after they fuckered Tiff over with some bullshit corporate cutthroat tactics. Made sure I had her persecutor on the line as well. biggrin

Good luck with the whole situation.
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Does anyone here read Zebra Girl? I ask because there's a character in there who's both a wizard and a pervert who in one strip once interrupted his quest through the mystical metaverse (or whatever the magical plane is called in this strip) by his alarm clock, thus queuing the thought

'Time for porn!'

Which neatly sums up my brain whenever I check out...
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littledeaddoll:
hello back to you! skull
fortysix_and_two:
See, you should never hesitate to be yourself, even within an alternative style. For example, I consider myself a Goth, but I'm one of the cheeriest Goths you'll ever find. I have my dark side, I acknowledge it, but I see no reason to escape mainstream fashion, etc only to submit to a different one. Some people march to their own drummer. I've got a damned parade.
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I am sooo fuckin' *bored*!

Not just in general. Bored in my heart. Bored of my life. Being reminded why I can still consider myself 'alternatiuve' despite the lacxk of piercings, dress sense or even effort. Because what we get offerd sticks in my craw at some pooint. Sure, I'm sensible and rational and try to learn and grow and become a Fit Memember of...
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edea:
kiss
scylla:
Hey hon, I'm sorry I was away earlier, I'm very flighty w/ aim... err, I'm actually leaving right now, I was just negligent earlier!
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I should update this really, shouldn't I?

See, the thing is, I have too many ways to talk to the world. And I'm not really in a place to share my writing. Which means that I don't want to either erpeat myself here or put in stuff that would go in my main blog, and I don't have little creative pieces with which to entertain...
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scylla:
He is actually the first person in a long time with whom I connect with in addition to making mad babies. so no i will not kick him. i will however write random minimalistic comments in journals RIGHT before sleeping~
fortysix_and_two:
Sometimes, being friends is the way a beautiful thing IS, not starts or ends. If you stay friends, then you can have all the benefits of the shared company. My best friend is also an occasional lover of mine, but always friends first, and I honestly feel more fulfilled than any named 'relationship' I've ever had. Do what you feel, but don't lose what you have. smile
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EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

The Crush is coming to England in the New Year!

smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile

(What? I'm allowed to gush!)
acheron:
(little whispered note) i like your response to scylla's last entry. SHHHHHHHH! don't tell her i said that!
ecky:
is that you sel?

hope thing are good!
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Having noticed that there doesn't seem to be a link to Friends Journals on the pages of the actual Suicide Girls leads me to wonder - are they allowed friends? Or are they meely kept in electronic cages to perform for our amusement until we get bored and go home, leaving them alone at night to scrabble at the bars and howl for the wild?...
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alistairmather:
moods like that entertain me to no end. i do some if my best, if entirely unusable, writing while feeling like that.

its very effective
quietboy:
Surely there shouldn't be rules for them. Or us. Or Cats...

DAMN YOU CHAOS THEORY!!! YOU'RE MESSING WITH MY MIND!!!

Ahem.

X ARRR!!! X
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Went to the desntist earlier. OPne minor filling, which was fine but the stupid anesthetic hit my tongue so now everything tastes of styrofoam (to quote Selma). Grr...

Meanwhile, as someone earlier asked to see some of my writing, here's a short story I wrote last year. It can also be found (along with other bits of my stuff) at my site but I thought...
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alistairmather:
interesting and bizarre, two things i have always appreciated, but i fail to see the stylistic resemblance, outside the fact that we both apparently want to tell children's stories to adults... or adult stories to children if that suits you better.

i do, however, appreciate the elegance of the faerie tale format you have presented. your language is dead on and your use of repetition proper and tradtional. i am far too much of a modernist to ever be able to successfully write in such a manner. spent many years trying to write in various forms only to discover that i can only write in mine. fortunately, i am content with that, but i envy you you're freedom to play.

regardless of criticism, i thank you for your words and your tale and hope you will grace us all with more of your work.