kerouacbum

You're alive!

happy spring indeed!

The weather is gorgeous here right now I have no complaints!

I would kill for some sunshine & warmth right now! I'm envious of your outdoor swimming.
Rain, rain & more clouds here in Vancouver. It's funny to think that this is the Canadian version of great weather in the wiinter. This is as good as it gets. But it is very lush, green & pretty.

seems like ur doing just fine.

Look me up sometime. I love the beautiful weather. I work a few short blocks from the ocean.

you have a good day to hun, glad to see your feeling a bit better

Glad that you're starting to feel better with the whole being single thing <3

you should be ture to ur self. you could strart looking for someone else but you may not really be ready. To look for someone right would(I think) be a bandaid effect.it would help you not think about the hurt at the moment.

everyone is dfferent.I took time to meet new people and friends.I went out and had/have been living a blast. then I slowly strated to date here and there as it felt right.and theres all kinds of dating. date once, a few time or more if you like. one nighters, romances and even no namers. lol. healing takes time.I've taken the time also to take care of me.Give back to me what was lost and not given to while being w/ my ex(so thats taken some time lol).

really its up to you to judge your self. be real and true to you and then those around you and it will fall into place.good luck honey.

as far as putting someone or something "above" ur loved one...thats hard to say too. my family comes before my next boyfriend but can change w/ time. i need to learn to put myself above all so long as I'm not hurting anyone. what is hurting someone? well heres a story. when I was a teen and leaving w/ my da he had only one rule dont do anything to hurt ur self or anyone else. I thought cool. I came lateon a scholl nite and was grounded the next day. I reminded my dad about his rule and he said thats right.I as confussed.he said...you hurt your mon and I by worring about you. and you only got 5 hrs of sleep before school and was late.anyway you get the picture.

I guess my point...lol.. you first,dont hurt anyone and then it doesn't matter whos #1 #2 #3.....

I hope you got something positive out of all this drunken ramble typing. wish we could have done it over a cup of coffee.I might have made more sence and been more helpful.

gnite!

wow.I'm surprised you understood what the hell I was typing.lol.I just re-read it and I was confused. I remember it was hard for me to focus while writting it... as tipsy as I was.

oh hugs

XXX

Ange