Sorry that I have been MIA lately. I have been working a lot. So is the life of working retail during the holidays. I am off the next three days though and I am so grateful for it. I really need to catch up on my sleep after Black Friday.
Other then work it has pretty much been the same. Doing stuff around the house, going out with friend and hanging with the hubby. And every Friday I spend with my older sister hanging out. Same old Same old. Boring I know! I am currently obsessed with this band, and I love this song. But I love all of their stuff!
LOVE IT!
So how was everyones Thanksgiving. I spent mine with my family. I am so grateful for my family. I realize there are people that dont have what i have and I am lucky to have it.
Next week my dad has to go to the doctor for some test. Pulminary function test and chest Xrays. I am worried, Cause those were the test my mother in law had right before we found out she had cancer. She found out in June of this year and passed away in July of this year. It was stage four when they found it. I literally have lost someone last year and this year of lung cancer that obviously metatisized....and I really dont think I can mentally or emotionally deal with it again! I mean yes my dad has other health problems and is overwieght so it could be that causing his shortness of breathe.I am trying to stay positive,. It could be nothing. Or it could be something not so severe as cancer. But it just worries me. My hubby and I took care of my mother in law while she was sick....she was also mentally ill....so it made it harder. but hearing those test and my dads symptoms take me back to that place and I really dont wanna have to go there so soon or ever again if I dont have to! I told a friend today that they may be visiting me in a hospital cause if that is what it is I may have a nervous breakdown. I think that I would literally shut down and not talk and stuff. Dealing with someone who is close to you that has cancer is so draining and tiring and just so taxing emotionally!
ok on to happier things.lol
hubby ordered these for me
I love Hello Kitty I cant wait ot get them. They are a Christmas present though. I know I shouldnt know what I am getting but it is better that way cause then we know it is something the other will like!lol
I found this pic online and i love it
well I am off to play a video game with the hubby. Dead Nation. Woo Hoo Zombie Killing!
Other then work it has pretty much been the same. Doing stuff around the house, going out with friend and hanging with the hubby. And every Friday I spend with my older sister hanging out. Same old Same old. Boring I know! I am currently obsessed with this band, and I love this song. But I love all of their stuff!
LOVE IT!
So how was everyones Thanksgiving. I spent mine with my family. I am so grateful for my family. I realize there are people that dont have what i have and I am lucky to have it.
Next week my dad has to go to the doctor for some test. Pulminary function test and chest Xrays. I am worried, Cause those were the test my mother in law had right before we found out she had cancer. She found out in June of this year and passed away in July of this year. It was stage four when they found it. I literally have lost someone last year and this year of lung cancer that obviously metatisized....and I really dont think I can mentally or emotionally deal with it again! I mean yes my dad has other health problems and is overwieght so it could be that causing his shortness of breathe.I am trying to stay positive,. It could be nothing. Or it could be something not so severe as cancer. But it just worries me. My hubby and I took care of my mother in law while she was sick....she was also mentally ill....so it made it harder. but hearing those test and my dads symptoms take me back to that place and I really dont wanna have to go there so soon or ever again if I dont have to! I told a friend today that they may be visiting me in a hospital cause if that is what it is I may have a nervous breakdown. I think that I would literally shut down and not talk and stuff. Dealing with someone who is close to you that has cancer is so draining and tiring and just so taxing emotionally!
ok on to happier things.lol
hubby ordered these for me
I love Hello Kitty I cant wait ot get them. They are a Christmas present though. I know I shouldnt know what I am getting but it is better that way cause then we know it is something the other will like!lol
I found this pic online and i love it
well I am off to play a video game with the hubby. Dead Nation. Woo Hoo Zombie Killing!
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weston:
Hope everything with your dad ends up being ok...Sending good thoughts his way!
katieg16:
Thanks Weston. I appreciate it!