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Doc said he wants me to go see an oncologist in Chicago as soon as possible.

Rotmensch is one of the best in the Chicago and Midwest area I guess.

I don't know if I should be scared he is making me go ASAP, or if I should feel comforted that he is having me go. I know my doc cares about me, its his...
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mikeyt3844:
So sorry to hear. Hang in there and i know you will because you are tough.

sending another big hug your way
ojaeflo:
Stay strong, dear. blush
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Drs appointment today. Funny how you call them and explain whats going on..

Suddenly its so urgent and you must come in "right away"

Ugh, and so it begins again..the struggle with my one enemy the won't seem to give up..

If I just would stop being so vain, and do what i need to do, it would be gone..

I can't bring myself to...
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atlas_:
I think she and I ARE doing really well. She is very understanding of my situation (with the boys) and very accepting in the knowledge that it may take some time before she meets the boys. It will still take a little time before the actual meeting takes place, I suppose. I don't know. We'll see how it goes. I know the ex would shit herself if she knew I was introducing the boys to someone!! Whatever, though!
the_libertine:
hugs, sweetness... miss you.
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Work til 930a

He wants to do lunch, I doubt he will call.

Made other plans smile Cuz I know he won't call.... lol

1p meeting up with a friend and going bed set shopping!

Actually, I will be having awesome sex in the bedding store.

Today should be a great day!

btw...blueberry muffins in the morning are the shit!
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jenilynne:
I have to say, my afternoon escapade was a success!!

Sex on numberous mattresses= WIN

I picked out the bed I want even...LOL

Wonder what kind of discount I can get on a 2700 dollar bed..hmm i should think..

I can think of a few ways..we shall see!!!

Life is so much easier when you just stop trying to care!

elmon:
ahhh! I am so jealous of him! glad you had fun sweetie! Next time, we need pics! ;-)
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I'm off to go pick blueberries! Yes, I do that!

Then home to make blueberry pie, and freeze the rest!

I love days off, they make me feel domestic! LOL
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sherman_chaos:
Days off ARE the shit. I love to just do stuff without a plan...always seems to be the funnest times.
lostinengland:
sounds yummy!!! mmm
Can i have some?
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finished my book today...great read!

only 5.5 hours left of my 15 hour day. My work weekends always seem to drag on.

I hear Christmas music in the background..creepy

I miss Christmas. The spirits are so pleasent around that time!

thinking about getting the new Garmin phone by TMobile. smile
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atlas_:
Thanks, babe!! She's a cutie!
johnjelly:
I just finished a book too. I feel so good about myself when I do that.
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its funny to me...since i've started blowing him off, he can't seem to get enough of me.

when you pursue them, they don't want you..when you act like you don't want them, they can't get enough?!

wow.. lol
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sherman_chaos:
Ha. Thats great.biggrin
punknitemike:
i think thats the way it always seems to work out!
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piratenate:
You feel the same way I do about piercing as I do about skydiving. I'm gonna be jumping out of a plane in just 12 days, and I'm kinda in denialsmile
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watching Sin City, one of my favorite movies.

had a great 4th with my family smile I always miss them when I'm gone.

Nipples pierced tomorrow...don't worry I'll post pics. I'm so nervous! I know its gonna hurt!

Tried eating corn on the cob tonight, what a joke! lol it took like 30 mins for me to eat it, very awkward with my lip piercing!

Off...
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peregrinelefluff:
Good luck with the piercing, and have fun!
piratenate:
Good luck! And hey - you shoulda posted video of trying to eat the corn...might've been classic stuff, huh?biggrin
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Today will be a better day...

maybe if I say it, it will come true!
atlas_:
Today is going to rock like a boulder!
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there are days where I hate here for everything she is...

today happens to be one of those days.

everything she says makes me want to punch her in the face.

she knows I'm depressed and not myself, yet she continues to make me feel like an ass.

i fuckin hate her somedays..



I wish this feeling would pass already.



he makes me sad too....
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atlas_:
Oh dear.... (((hug)))
viggenvay:
frown I hope you get to feeling better soon!! This is sad. frown