jcrabapple

today was much better. talking is good. very good. things are looking up.

the time away from her goes by too slowly. the time with her goes by too quickly. i need her now more than ever.

things are slowly getting better. still weird. but better.

things are really weird right now. weird and sad. i can't talk about it. but it's unbelievably sad.

i would kill to live 10 minutes from everywhere i need to be. of course then i probly wouldn't get to listen to nearly as much music as i do. but i'd save a hell of a lot of money in gas.

work is going ok tho. it's getting more fun as the managers are getting to know each other better. i like my job....
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i just don't feel like making a sensible journal entry so here is some random shit.

i wish i could win the lottery so i would never have to work another day in my life.

we have a kitten and she is a lot of work but fucking cute as hell.

i miss seeing my dog everyday.

i can't wait to get a place with...
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hey everyone! i know i haven't updated this in a while and i'm very sorry. not like i have much exciting stuff to say anyway. but i hope everyone is doing super. i am doing well back in MD. it's great to be back. i'm happier than i've been in a long time. kara and i are doing great. merkat will be back in a...
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Well I am officially sick, AGAIN. I felt like I was just sick like 2 weeks ago. But I guess it was really like a month ago. It sucks!!

Anyway, I went to some kick ass shows this week. Saw Emanuel and Alexisonfire at ottobar. Great show. I'm not very into Alexisonfire but they put on an amazing show. Emanuel rocked despite the singer being...
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tonight is the Emanuel show at Ottobar. i'm very excited. i've been wanting to see them for a while now. I got on the guest list for their show in Louisville a couple months ago when i was still in Indiana. But there was too much stuff to do with moving Kara into my apartment. So this is going to be good.

Although I am...
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waiting for people to get back to you about a job sucks a lot. yes i am still jobless. i have 2 oppotunities lined up and i am waiting for answers. the IRS better hurry up and gimme my tax refund cuz i am quickly running out of money.

other than that things are great. i am thoroughly enjoying being back home and seeing people...
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we're homeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!

finally we're home. now to get re-adjusted and get the hell out of my parents' house! :-)

but at least i'm in MD.

god damn i hate being sick! having to go to work makes it worse. wish i could just sleep all day. thankfully i have a girl who takes good care of me. :-)