A little lonely...
So I don't know how normal this is, but it's been very hard to get back to the point where having good sleep is possible. Ever since the break up, I want to say that I've had, maybe, a week's worth of good nights of sleep... and those happened to be on the nights when the ex would come over to have sex and stay the night with me. Aside from those, and due to our HUGE falling out a couple of weeks ago, I can no longer achieve, in any way, good sleep.
See, I have had a few women here and there who I've had the opportunity to sleep with, in both manners possible, The problem is that I don't feel like being a whore and sleeping with women just so that I may have a good night's sleep. It feels dirty for me, it also feels horrible on my part to use women like that. ... not to mention how damn picky I am. And I am.
So I'm thinking that I need to fall in love and be throw into a world of happy pleasant feelings. Guh. Maybe someday I suppose.
I need to find someone who'll love me as much as I know I can love someone. Blah.
Find me someone to love.
So I don't know how normal this is, but it's been very hard to get back to the point where having good sleep is possible. Ever since the break up, I want to say that I've had, maybe, a week's worth of good nights of sleep... and those happened to be on the nights when the ex would come over to have sex and stay the night with me. Aside from those, and due to our HUGE falling out a couple of weeks ago, I can no longer achieve, in any way, good sleep.
See, I have had a few women here and there who I've had the opportunity to sleep with, in both manners possible, The problem is that I don't feel like being a whore and sleeping with women just so that I may have a good night's sleep. It feels dirty for me, it also feels horrible on my part to use women like that. ... not to mention how damn picky I am. And I am.
So I'm thinking that I need to fall in love and be throw into a world of happy pleasant feelings. Guh. Maybe someday I suppose.
I need to find someone who'll love me as much as I know I can love someone. Blah.
Find me someone to love.
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I can't sleep properly in the same bed with someone unless I really really trust them..or I'm stone drunk haha. With my ex it was 4 months before I could actually fall asleep with him in bed.
Sounds like what you need is a sleep buddy instead of a fuck buddy. Me and one of my male best mates are nap buddy's haha how soppy is that he comes over watch a movie and snuggle. Hope you get some sleep if all else fails try some lavender oil on your pillow rxxx
Sorry you've not been sleeping. Are you having any luck since you posted this?