i'm going to have a painting in this show this weekend. any other time i would be excited. just found out a few of my friends are also in the show. BUTTTTT. me and my boyfriend just broke up. so i really just wish i could stay at home and clean. or read. or watch movies and hug my dog. or paint. anything not having to do with crowddddddds. maybe i'll get over it. or bring a camera to hide behind and take some pictures.