this is hard to articulate.
I'm usually nothing like this actually,but now I'm stressed tired and worried,I'm starting to look much older than I am which is unbelievable and, as I'm the vainest person around,its a problem.
everything was finally perfect with me absolutely perfect!
and now its not....
I think the thing that bothers me most is the bullshit.
there are people complaining that their lives are going so badly,people who know me!people openly doing it unfront of me when their problems arebasic!!!!
I understand completely that there are worse of then me but every now and again I deserve for someone to just ask if I'm okay??!
I asked someone today if they were okay when all I really need is for them to ask but did she realise or even think to ask??no.
and has she eve n bothered to ask at all period???no.
another girl I know completely screws me over time and time again and the problem now is that I dont understand how you just dont give a flying fuck about other people!??
what is that a personality disorder?
so finally thank you to everyones kind words when my friend passed and a hugge HUGGGGGE FUCK YOU!!!!
to those who didnt bother their arse.
I'm usually nothing like this actually,but now I'm stressed tired and worried,I'm starting to look much older than I am which is unbelievable and, as I'm the vainest person around,its a problem.
everything was finally perfect with me absolutely perfect!
and now its not....
I think the thing that bothers me most is the bullshit.
there are people complaining that their lives are going so badly,people who know me!people openly doing it unfront of me when their problems arebasic!!!!
I understand completely that there are worse of then me but every now and again I deserve for someone to just ask if I'm okay??!
I asked someone today if they were okay when all I really need is for them to ask but did she realise or even think to ask??no.
and has she eve n bothered to ask at all period???no.
another girl I know completely screws me over time and time again and the problem now is that I dont understand how you just dont give a flying fuck about other people!??
what is that a personality disorder?
so finally thank you to everyones kind words when my friend passed and a hugge HUGGGGGE FUCK YOU!!!!
to those who didnt bother their arse.
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but maybe it isnt... it does seem quite insensitive of a person u call a friend, so i dunno....
just know im thinking of u either way ok??