I am single. Whats crazy is all of a sudden the isolation I had been forced into is becoming apparent. Fallen out friends are resurfacing and I am starting to realize how much happier I can be. Why should I put limitations on myself? I should be able to have as many friends and/or acquaintances as I so choose to have. I should also be...
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My cool, bare skin started to heat up when your hand glided slowly down my back. Even in that dreamlike state I could feel that strong arm next to my face, my head resting on your chest. You turn and wrap your body around me, the curve of our bodies perfectly aligned. The morning sun is starting to creep in through the window, so I...
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artslut:
as much as you annoyed me, I don't want to say this but, that was awesome. 
I guess this could be considered a relapse into a kind of behavior that I have been free of for awhile now. I have no energy, want to sleep, not eat. I can hardly think , my head hurts. My head hurts badly these days, the past few days.
The inside of me aches so badly too. The outside couldn't compare. I am sad. I...
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The inside of me aches so badly too. The outside couldn't compare. I am sad. I...
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xphirephlix:
you live in mesa i live in mesa.. and im a hot PFR guy... with a mowhawk... you should call me and fool around with my dong... 480-390-9565 
xphirephlix:
actually i was just kidding.. i have no mowhawk... and i dont care if you fool around with my dong... cuz im on my friends computer leaving obscene messages in hopes of angering strangers..... but hey... where are the hot punk rock girls in mesa.. i barely find any.... there is no hub of them.. except the modified... everyone else is a stupid club night whore... write back and tell me where to see superfoxy girls like yourself.
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[Edited on Oct 25, 2003 8:24AM]
So little left of the nothing
too much time it would take
to create
how many words tell
how much
what if it were that way
the way of the world
my ass, my eyes
idealized
materialized
for you
Smiiles changing
even fading
bright as the sun
seen yellow as the bricks
layed down meticulously
into a fine line
contemporary design
Lines, shapes of beauty...
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too much time it would take
to create
how many words tell
how much
what if it were that way
the way of the world
my ass, my eyes
idealized
materialized
for you
Smiiles changing
even fading
bright as the sun
seen yellow as the bricks
layed down meticulously
into a fine line
contemporary design
Lines, shapes of beauty...
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diversenine:
Its beautiful. And Alive.
polaris:
hope you had a better day. i needed you last night. you will never know. i needed to talk. but it's all forgotten now. i don't have the energy to figure out when you do and when you don't want to go out.
don't pretend to be there for me and then not be. it hurts.
don't pretend to be there for me and then not be. it hurts.
Yesterday's expected 'quick trip' to the pediatrician became a long horrible experience. I have takeBlaize to have a chest X ray. He might have restricted airway disease (RAD) which is a precursor to asthma. They ordered a breathing machine and are having it sent to my house. I have to give him breathing treatments every 4- 6 hours. I hope that my boy can be...
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mothra:
I have never gotten back together with an ex ever and had a good experience. Hopefully things will be different for you, and if so it'd be so much better than dating someone new all over again.
hornitos:
i hope little dude gets better soon. .
it's probably none of my business but i have to say. . you might see love thru hateful words. . but it's not unconditional. .and that's the goal i think. .
i hope little dude gets better soon. .
it's probably none of my business but i have to say. . you might see love thru hateful words. . but it's not unconditional. .and that's the goal i think. .
Thank fuck I didn't have to work today! Unfortunately it is because my lil man is in need of antibiotics...another ear infection So I will be taking him to the pediatrician today. I also need to find daycare. Calling around to a few places...$45.00 a day! What the fuck?! So basically I would be working to pay for daycare. I don't know what to do....
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So I will be taking him to the pediatrician today. I also need to find daycare. Calling around to a few places...$45.00 a day! What the fuck?! So basically I would be working to pay for daycare. I don't know what to do.... Read More
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inara:
Aw, that's sweet, I'm in central phoenix though
tattooedyourmom:
I love you baby!!!!! Is she cute? Have I met her?
Thank fuck I didn't have to work today! Unfortunately it is because my lil man is in need of antibiotics...another ear infection So I will be taking him to the pediatrician today. I also need to find daycare. Calling around to a few places...$45.00 a day! What the fuck?! So basically I would be working to pay for daycare. I don't know what to do....
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So I will be taking him to the pediatrician today. I also need to find daycare. Calling around to a few places...$45.00 a day! What the fuck?! So basically I would be working to pay for daycare. I don't know what to do.... Read More
Life is a joke, it's funny. It's cruel and hilarious. It's ridiculous, unpredictable, and predictable.
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codemonkeym:
Watch out for that tree! 
maxxus:
George, George, George of the Jungle..
I'm reading this book that was recommended to me and this song comes to mind...
The Postal Service -
'Nothing Better'
Would someone please call a surgeon
who can crack my ribs and repair this broken heart
that you're deserting
for better company
I can't accept that it's over
and I will block the door like a goalie tending the net
in the third quarter...
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The Postal Service -
'Nothing Better'
Would someone please call a surgeon
who can crack my ribs and repair this broken heart
that you're deserting
for better company
I can't accept that it's over
and I will block the door like a goalie tending the net
in the third quarter...
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diversenine:
No Pain, No Gain. Ever. The story of Life.
maxxus:
you're back! 
I took my pill...It makes me drowsy and nauseous. It makes me daydream instead of focus on driving. Its supposed to cure my ailments and dysfuction. Until then I guess I will be a zombie. 
serric:
well that sucks but it does make you like alot of the rest of the world. only we need to knock your IQ down some then you can be in politics. bad word I said that!!
mothra:
Sounds like the ones I was on for a while, it's an interesting adjustment period...
Welcome back to how life should be with,as you stated, as many friends and acquantances as you want.