jackminussally

I'm running away,
Who wants to come with me?

The End

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New Tattoo done by RickSnake out of Waldorf MD

Pictures soon.

Self-Psych analysis:

Problem- Subject winds up in self destructive, dead end relationships. Causing depression and triggering long standing issues with rejection.

Analysis- Subject ( myself ^_^ ) is self abusive, The abuse manifests into and is limited to emotional forms of abuse. Subject suffers from depression, low self-esteem, negative self image.
These relationships are usually with partners who are
A.) in relationship's or have emotional...
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Sorry for my lack of ....Well lack of everything as of late.
Things have gotten really rough.

Has something ever hurt you so bad you became numb??

Women......

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*Random Non Structured Journal Entry*

Emotionally it feels like I have been on a roller coaster as of late.
but life is starting to look up considerably
^_^

Leaving for Maryland, Washington D.C, then off to Virginia beach in two days.

Got another raise at work.

May be getting a new apartment ^_^

Um, yeah that's it for the moment.

Thanks for the feedback and...
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Tell her that I feel the same,
Tell her I think of her every waking moment, I dream of her voice, and the smell of her hair.
Tell her my mind longs and my body yearns to once again feel her touch.
Tell her that while I am hurt it is her smile I see when I close my eyes that helps me through these...
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Answer to all, I've always lied with truth

Sometimes when I write I think
"This is my last letter right here
Fuck this world, lets get the fuck outta here"

I put my soul through the ink
Bless a pad with emotions and my thoughts
Before I grow extinct
Why do I always roam. Without a place called home
now forever I'm all alone
Just...
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Things have been trivial, yet stressful over the past month.
It seems to just be a lot of little things.

As I wake the first thoughts are usually of running away. Away from this town,state,country as far as I can.
Sometimes I just want to start over.
The only things that keep me here are opportunities for an uncertain future.

I just don't know.

My...
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ANGER, has been nipping at my heels,
Making its presence ever more known

Two years of work
training
tears
pain.
Slowly slipping further away.

I do not lose my temper. Never have. I use it. I channel all the pure emotion, HATRED. Into positive outlets.
Getting so good at it these emotions seem things of another life

Why do I feel the need to fight...
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First and for most thank you all for your words, prayers, songs and just your genuine concern.
Things are good.The doctors where able to get him to regain feeling in his body, as well as stop the shaking.
He was discharged the other day.

For those of you that read my journal I ask that if you are religious or spiritual in any way. I care not what god you pray to just that you pray. I ask if you Can please send up words to the creator tonight in prayer.
Someone very close to me was just informed that not less then 30 min ago there father (...
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Sometimes Greatness is defined Not by what we Accomplish,
But by what we Overcome.


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Changed my mind, Getting the tattoo on my ribs, right side.

I'm having trouble finding someone in the area who will do my Venom's.
Most piercers around here suck at what they do. People who paid 100 bucks got some needles and now feel comfortable to put holes in peoples...
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