itchium

Drunken update for the day/night thingie. Ya that new profile pic of me was taken today and it looks like mt thumb is horribly big! I also think that was a Rock Star in my hand at the moment but that seems so far back right now. Lol, funny i look at this pic of me and i don't know really what to think about...
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I'm trying to do the whole happy update thing like everyone else but it's really hard with me. I'm still here waiting and drinking beer. Damn it funny how time works when u look at it. I have less than a week left here and i don't know what to think of it all.

I could go it somethings but i won't right now. I...
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Ok i'm going on a NO Bitching probation from here on out, got to think happy thoughts..... chit.

need to get mothers day gift before i leave along with all my finace papers...
Ah heres something funny. about an hour ago i went to the restroom and all when i looked into the mirror i almost ened up screaming. Now today i've been in the...
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Well for my last couple of days here i get to spend it what seems to be a life long hell. I've been told alot of things and promised even more and never seen asingle one of the things happened. So for thier ignorance i get no end of the stick at all. You know nomally i wouldn't drink on a weekday with work and...
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cheToday i'm going to spend the rest of my time packing up my things. I still have things to do off and around post for this weekend. It's all amatter of time now. Just to sit back and wait for the time to happen, god how i hate doing this. I still alot of time left if u think about it in a differnt way...
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It's getting alittle bit hard to keep up with this journal right now. I have a lot of things that still need to be done and finished with. Not much time left to do the things I really wanted to do. But in brighter news I feel alittle better now, even with everything around me crumbaling on top of me i still feel good. Have...
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You know, I'm sorry... this is the 4 time I've tried to write down whats been wrong with me today. Theres just so many things that have never left me alone. I have always wanted one thing in this world. Sadly it's been the hardest to get for some reason. The hole in my heart will never heal over. I'll try later to explain it...
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Well so much for being happy!!! I would love to talk to ya'll about the things i've been going through and all but i don't. If i did theres a chance i would break a few things here and there. But i'll state somethings here and now i guess.

1. Life sucks no matter for me even when i thought i got through the worse...
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With every passing day I feel worse than before. I feel that hole in me will never go away and will end up consuming my life. Haven't you ever had something that was in your reach, but when you went to reach for it it would dissapear on you. What to do about all this........