Part of me is thinking, "What have I done?", the other part knows that I had to do what I did last night. I couldn't let things keep going the way they were. I so badly want things to work out between us, but the pieces aren't all there. The best case scenario is that he understands everything I told him and agrees that we just need time to think about things and then we can start over. It will be new again and we can do things diffferently. I haven't prepared myself for any other outcome.
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