The state in which this world is heading is sickening. Maybe it's because it's Halloween, but it is more so than that. I see women dressed as whores,validating themselves purely by all the attention attracted from their legs,tits,or ass. And I view them as whores. I have a VERY high respect for women-i view them as LADIES first. But to see the exact opposite is pure filth and even more of a blowing to a dying age of being proper and having class. It was such a delight to see the flapper costumes-those were ladies who were beautiful and elegant. Then to see some girl with barely enough clothing to cover her bra and underwear makes me want to scream in rage on how this world is turning into sex and snuffing out the emotional and actual person-hood of someone. Most people would rather be fucked than support emotionally. They would rather spend their nights having random sex-which is truly heartbreaking that the only validation they feel is through just drunken sex. There is no acceptance of the person with emotion, insecurities, fears, regrets-it is just pure physical attraction induced by alcohol. I've had emotional one night stands which for some reason people tell me their deepest most intimate aspects of their life within minutes or an hour of knowing me. They truly feel wholly accepted, but at the end of the day they never think people want that side of them. I want to show them how I see energy-the beautiful dynamic mural that dances with each person's whole being. But no, they would rather get drunk and be a fucking whore. The way I see the world is in such awe and beauty that I don't see it, I feel it in a deep part of my being that goes beyond the view of auras-one that I feel with such intensity it is a true gift I can experience it to begin with. But as much as people find my way of viewing life surreal and magical they decline to experience it. They would much rather live their lives in ignorance and of a society dominated by sex. I'm desensitized to flesh-tits,ass,pussy I honestly don't fucking care. I wonder when a girl is trying to entice me with her physique what compels her to give off her energy in the way she does. In making love, it is an implosion and explosion of energy fusing together as one in no color and every color simultaneously. Even when I try to show people that way of seeing the world for even 5 minutes, just looking onto a crowd,they would much rather live a simple life never fulfilled with every part of them down to their core. It is their loss, something I know no one would bring them unless someone with The Gift will show them. But ultimately people with The Gift can never be with ones without it, for we will forever be on a higher plane, seeing their energy and feeding off of it while they honestly couldn't give a single fuck about someone so deeply rooted and profound in our lives. We are a dying breed-gentlemen and ladies in a high class manner. Now it is all sex and looking like whores and alpha-males that is the essence of the social dynamic. It truly and honestly saddens me on the exponential decline of the entire human experience. It makes me lonely, being so in tuned and hyper-aware of everything and seeing energy in fluid ever-changing murals. But my hopes soar meeting someone who is truly like me, for I know that I am not alone and people still hold deep rooted values and respect people for all of themselves beyond the physical realm. And people can wholly agree to thee way I see the world and see the human experience, but when everything is said and done they take away nothing and live life in ignorance and denial of their true core needs. This world is a disgrace and turning into filth-especially seeing the energy displaying in such a vile way. It is truly and utterly sickening and repulsive. This world can honestly go to Hell, it saves me and my soul from seeing this disgrace and filth.
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