List the many ways chocolate's better than sex:
I can have chocolate at work.
I can have chocolate in public.
I had chocolate when I was a minor.
I can have chocolate with several people... at the same time.
I've had chocolate in church...
Friends with chocolate... Mmmm
Chocolate while driving is so much safer.
Don't need protection to have chocolate.
Having chocolate with strangers...
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I can have chocolate at work.
I can have chocolate in public.
I had chocolate when I was a minor.
I can have chocolate with several people... at the same time.
I've had chocolate in church...
Friends with chocolate... Mmmm
Chocolate while driving is so much safer.
Don't need protection to have chocolate.
Having chocolate with strangers...
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So I've found out my wife traded me in for a retired top-ranking officer of a white supremacist gang in California. I've actually met the guy. All I can do is SMH... Way to downgrade in life. Whatever, it ain't my life.
kas:
sorry to hear that, my hubby just left a few months ago (hugs)
sorry to hear that, my hubby just left a few months ago (hugs)To celebrate New Years Eve, I'm going to share a poem with you all. I wrote this months ago when I watched my friend dancing at Salsa night. It's fitting for the moment. Enjoy your New Years.
Lone Star
I can feel the music
singing to my soul
I'm all alone
But I dance with Love
She is the only one for me
I dance...
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Lone Star
I can feel the music
singing to my soul
I'm all alone
But I dance with Love
She is the only one for me
I dance...
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The present and my death are always present in my mind. When we realize one day we will die, it makes life and the present more beautiful, because every day is beautiful even in the face of the horrors of the world. You lose the fear of life and lose the anxiety about "what ifs". You learn to not care about the bad consequences and...
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I can't wait for this divorce to be over and done with. No more drama...
The men will continue to leave her as long as she continues to punish them for her past, ex-husbands/boyfriends and her parents. Never live in the past, because the good men in the present will pass you by. Leave your baggage and demons where they are and move on...
She's...
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The men will continue to leave her as long as she continues to punish them for her past, ex-husbands/boyfriends and her parents. Never live in the past, because the good men in the present will pass you by. Leave your baggage and demons where they are and move on...
She's...
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amberetta:
WOW! She sounds like a piece of work. I hope the divorce is finalized ASAP!! Aaaaaaand... if by mellow out that means going through menopause... not likely. Women are still crazy after that as well.
imaxtoy:
She is a piece of work and so am I. I don't know how and why I'm able to pick the crazy ones in a crowd and I'm so drawn to them. I mean... working in the behavioral health field for 6 years now tells me why, but.... humanly, why do we do the things that drive us crazy??? It's the crazy high... that's it.... It's like a drug to get wrapped in the craziness of a wild woman. I'm so much the opposite. Calm, collected, logical.... it's like I crave the craziness to break me out of my own stability... The only thing I wonder about is how the heck do I have the sixth sense of finding them in a sea of women.
I just want to be attracted to a normal sane woman for once... but.... I find them boring.... like me.
I just want to be attracted to a normal sane woman for once... but.... I find them boring.... like me.
So many factors for why I'm depressed. Life is absurd. I have no good reason to be depressed, yet the small things add up to it. I want to wander into a frozen tundra, get lost in a blizzard, and fall peacefully into that forever sleep...
I woke up to a startle. My roommate was screaming as if he was being killed. He was punching the wall. He was having a nightmare. A really bad one that scared the shit outta me. This is the nightmare of PTSD.
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imaxtoy:
Yeah, he's ok. It's just a dream. I had PTSD about my childhood, so I can understand the pain of waking up from crap like that. I kinda resolved my own by finding closure. So I hope he finds his resolution one day...
amberetta:
Ah gotcha! I'm glad you got closure for yours. I hope he does too!! I couldn't imagine.
I took a mid-morning nap and I ended up having a dream about learning Kung Fu. Then it transitioned into Kung Pooh and I learned Tigger style... LOL... SMH... weird.
The premonition of my mother's death seems to be coming true.
floxy:
stick it
stick it
I'm being plagiarized by a fellow student in my online class. Imitation is the greatest form of flattery. I am amused.
It's just certain people though. I figure I just need to drop them. I hate doing that. I'm too freaking nice though.