Zephyer called me today because "she hadn't talked to me in a while..."
Yeah, there is a reason for that.
Because talking to her hurts.
Anyway, we were talking about Mike, and she is worried, saying he better come back alive.
So I laid her fears to rest. See, he has to come back alive.
The reasoning behind it? Life loves to spite me.
The biggest spite of all will be when he asks me to be best man for their wedding. (They plan on getting married when he comes back)
I am Mike's best friend. He WILL ask me to be best man.
I know it.
It will be life's biggest fuckover.
Having me be best man at the wedding of my ex and one of my best friends.
She laughed...and then said "you know what...you're right. I can totally see that happening"
It put her at ease.
Plus, another reason he has to come back is because if he dies, I told them both I'd take care of her. Well, his dying would give me a chance at a "happy" ending to the me and Zef story, and since that can NEVER happen, he won't die.
Once again my suffering insures another's happiness.
I seem to be good at being a martyer. (Did I spell that right?)
On the plus side, Steph promised we will hang out this weekend. We keep trying to, but she is busy.
Anywho, enough with the depressing shit.
I'm bored. I have the night off, slept until 9pm, and there is NOTHING to do but watch movies/tv...and I don't really feel like doing that.
Myspace.com is down, so I can't hang out on that.
Grrrr...
I get an extra night off, and there is nothing to do. Figures.
Anywho,
I'm going to find something to do.
-KOS
Yeah, there is a reason for that.
Because talking to her hurts.
Anyway, we were talking about Mike, and she is worried, saying he better come back alive.
So I laid her fears to rest. See, he has to come back alive.
The reasoning behind it? Life loves to spite me.
The biggest spite of all will be when he asks me to be best man for their wedding. (They plan on getting married when he comes back)
I am Mike's best friend. He WILL ask me to be best man.
I know it.
It will be life's biggest fuckover.
Having me be best man at the wedding of my ex and one of my best friends.
She laughed...and then said "you know what...you're right. I can totally see that happening"
It put her at ease.
Plus, another reason he has to come back is because if he dies, I told them both I'd take care of her. Well, his dying would give me a chance at a "happy" ending to the me and Zef story, and since that can NEVER happen, he won't die.
Once again my suffering insures another's happiness.
I seem to be good at being a martyer. (Did I spell that right?)
On the plus side, Steph promised we will hang out this weekend. We keep trying to, but she is busy.
Anywho, enough with the depressing shit.
I'm bored. I have the night off, slept until 9pm, and there is NOTHING to do but watch movies/tv...and I don't really feel like doing that.
Myspace.com is down, so I can't hang out on that.
Grrrr...
I get an extra night off, and there is nothing to do. Figures.
Anywho,
I'm going to find something to do.
-KOS