Well...I don't think that breeding loan is going to go through.
I sent the guy the contract like 2 weeks ago, and no word back. I sent another email to see if he was still in...nothing.
Oh well. I'll breed the female yellowbelly to the male yellowbelly and go for ivories. No skin off my teeth.
I still get some cool snakes.
I need something to happen to remind me that life IS worth living. Lately I just can't see it.
Humans, as a species...are fucked.
It dawned on me last night while I was taking my pre-shower dump...
I love kids, and I want to have a few...but I am starting to wonder if I will be a good father.
I mean, I know I will be a good dad as far as fatherly instincts to love and protect my progeny, but I am a cynical fucking bastard lately...and I don't want to pass that on to my kids. My world views are so warped as of late and it's not healthy...
I mean seriously...if I am in public with my kid and I see someone being a fucking idiot, and my kid says "Why is that guy acting like that daddy?...I am most likely just going to respond "Well son/daughter...because he is a fucking idiot..."
and that...that is not good parenting. Haha.
I think I need to spend some time away from humans...even if it's for a day.
It's been a long time since I have gone fishing, or gone up to my Grandma's into the woods...(aka not just to mow.)
Most of my days consist of sleep, work, internet (which is generally nudity and snakes...haha), and lately Team Fortress 2 with Christine, my best friend Erin and sometimes his wife Mindy.
That's it.
I can't afford to get into a new hobby. I had debated getting a shitty recurve bow for $40, but the I would need arrows, a target, and a place to shoot it. (aka grandma's)
After it's all said and done, it would be like $75 and I can't even afford that. Plus, grandma's is 20 minutes away, and that is gas in my car.
I am bored with my X-box games, and any new games that look good are $60 a pop.
I have gotten back into a reading a little. I am reading "American Gods" by Neil Gaiman. I have read "Good Omens" and "Anansi Boys" and remember enjoying them, so I figured this one was a good next book. If I actually get through it, it will be the longest book I have read in a LONG time. World of Warcraft fucking KILLED my attention span...and I am still recovering from it.
I slacked off this past month as far as exercise goes, and I have been eating shitty...
need to get back on the wagon as to not disappoint a pile of people and not get my ass kicked by Pinyon. I have just been so fucking down in the dumps lately that my motivation and self control have suffered greatly. It sucks.
I can't wait for the next snake season to start. Lock ups and eggs and hatching babies keep my excited...and if I hatch enough this season, I might see if I can share a table at the White Plains Reptile Expo and sell there.
I could leave with a decent chunk of cash.
We'll see.
Either way I should sell a decent amount of babies next season. I am hoping for 6-8 clutches. That's anywhere from 18-60 eggs depending on how many are laid and how many hatch etc.
That's it for now.
-Me
I sent the guy the contract like 2 weeks ago, and no word back. I sent another email to see if he was still in...nothing.
Oh well. I'll breed the female yellowbelly to the male yellowbelly and go for ivories. No skin off my teeth.
I still get some cool snakes.
I need something to happen to remind me that life IS worth living. Lately I just can't see it.
Humans, as a species...are fucked.
It dawned on me last night while I was taking my pre-shower dump...
I love kids, and I want to have a few...but I am starting to wonder if I will be a good father.
I mean, I know I will be a good dad as far as fatherly instincts to love and protect my progeny, but I am a cynical fucking bastard lately...and I don't want to pass that on to my kids. My world views are so warped as of late and it's not healthy...
I mean seriously...if I am in public with my kid and I see someone being a fucking idiot, and my kid says "Why is that guy acting like that daddy?...I am most likely just going to respond "Well son/daughter...because he is a fucking idiot..."
and that...that is not good parenting. Haha.
I think I need to spend some time away from humans...even if it's for a day.
It's been a long time since I have gone fishing, or gone up to my Grandma's into the woods...(aka not just to mow.)
Most of my days consist of sleep, work, internet (which is generally nudity and snakes...haha), and lately Team Fortress 2 with Christine, my best friend Erin and sometimes his wife Mindy.
That's it.
I can't afford to get into a new hobby. I had debated getting a shitty recurve bow for $40, but the I would need arrows, a target, and a place to shoot it. (aka grandma's)
After it's all said and done, it would be like $75 and I can't even afford that. Plus, grandma's is 20 minutes away, and that is gas in my car.
I am bored with my X-box games, and any new games that look good are $60 a pop.
I have gotten back into a reading a little. I am reading "American Gods" by Neil Gaiman. I have read "Good Omens" and "Anansi Boys" and remember enjoying them, so I figured this one was a good next book. If I actually get through it, it will be the longest book I have read in a LONG time. World of Warcraft fucking KILLED my attention span...and I am still recovering from it.
I slacked off this past month as far as exercise goes, and I have been eating shitty...
need to get back on the wagon as to not disappoint a pile of people and not get my ass kicked by Pinyon. I have just been so fucking down in the dumps lately that my motivation and self control have suffered greatly. It sucks.
I can't wait for the next snake season to start. Lock ups and eggs and hatching babies keep my excited...and if I hatch enough this season, I might see if I can share a table at the White Plains Reptile Expo and sell there.
I could leave with a decent chunk of cash.
We'll see.
Either way I should sell a decent amount of babies next season. I am hoping for 6-8 clutches. That's anywhere from 18-60 eggs depending on how many are laid and how many hatch etc.
That's it for now.
-Me