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My house is full of creepy German electricians. There is something unsettling about hear people beneath you speaking German followed by various bangs and crashes. "Jason, come down." One of them says. "What sort of insideous device have they laid down at the bottom of the stairs" I'm thininking. "Ve git key, ya?" Says the large-eyed bald one. So they left for about an hour...
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To ensure timely updates and new journal entries even when I really have nothing interesting to say, I have started a series I call "Answers to Questions You Never Asked". I will enclude them at the end of real entries and when I have nothing to say, I will post them alone in all of their solitary splendor. If your bored, you can guess what...
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The answer is a strong maybe with a "probably in June".

Sometimes I am inspired when I think of all of the marvelous feats I could accomplish given my particular assortment of abilities. Then I am immediately humbled when struck with the realization that I will never have the motivation for such things. Like a man starving outside of a full- stocked, walk-in refrigerator, because he has no key. I mean he could probably pick the...
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Nothing noteworthy happens on some of the best days. I slept in yesterday for the first time in over a week. It was more beautiful then words. I woke up and I had fresh coffee waiting for me. I cooked myself a late breakfast and watched re-runs of Star Trek TNG. I went to math class (not so great, but it's only an hour), came...
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Bah!

I blame my unhealthy obsession with communism on too much Tetris as a child...

and then during adolesence, through much of my teens and most recently when I downloaded it on to my phone.

My math professor this semester has a strong Eastern European accent and before his immigration in to the United States, he worked for a government funded science team. He has yet...
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I smell like a genius.

Yesterday I realized that I had broken the longest slump of depression in my life. (a little over a year and a half, the lowest point being last December) Like someone had been borrowing my motivation and self-confindence for so long that I had forgotten where it went only to come home and find it on my door step with a thank you note attatched....
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Saturday night was a buddy of mines 21st birthday and somehow, he managed to wrangle an entire club for the event with 4 separate rooms and DJs spinning Industrial, Dark wave, Post Punk and various electronic music. It was a little too on the Goth side for my tastes, but there were good people that I hadn't seen in a while and of course a...
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