Sunday Feb 27, 2005

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The little blue light flashes
on the task bar below,
and I feel my heart jump.
Strange.
It wasn't anyone "talking"
there wasn't going to be some engaging IM typing on some profound topic...
but merely it was some aspect of some program that was simply reminding me that I was idle.
jayrock:
so I got 4,000 dollars from school. Because I guess the max I could have got was 6500. So I can only get 4,000 which is fine. My guitar is on the fritz. So song production is down this week.

Wednesday Feb 16, 2005

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Lots to read... lots to write...many things I need.
a fantasy, just for me: a day just for sleep.
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jayrock:
I thought of something at work yesturday....the melody to Talk to Me Summer....would be cool played on a trumpet...hmmmm? That get me thinking.
jayrock:
so does that mean you dont agree with that statement....if it helps I wasnt assuming. Just an idea.

Tuesday Feb 08, 2005

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the Ramones make me happy.
cambria:
eh it was just a rough spot with my now ex-roomate. i still dont want to talk to her, im not really being a bitch, id just rather not waste my breath. thanks though...and no i havent done a painting yet =(
jayrock:
well what do ya know I am listening to them right now.

Saturday Jan 29, 2005

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I have created the most ambitious plans I have ever even fathomed.... A part of me is excited at the challenge, yet another part of me knows that often the bigger the expectation and goal, the bigger the let down when that goal is not reached.

As I may have expressed in entries past, there is this odd desire to try and connect. Not just...
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alexis:
Good luck with that smile

No I'm not trying to be sarcastic smile

xoxo me
jayrock:
I went on Methadones Board and asked what SW song they played....actually it was a Sludgeworth song called Someday.

Saturday Jan 22, 2005

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I want to repost this... for reasons I 'm not entirely sure of... I just re-read it and wanted it to be the most current thing I said...

[[Sometimes I wonder about things like shadows and hope, and inside jokes, and how much is too much or not enough... I think about stories, about women, about flirting, about the edge of sanity, about where is...
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meredith:
when i read your comment i was like eeek eeek eeek LOL i couldn't ever think manges were so famous in USA *lol* well i know they toured the states a couple of times but woah, this is so great! love
bambi:
I love Bukowski !
I am looking to get the Playboy issue where his interview is in but never got it frown
Not being able to study in Essen is the worst part of it - not the cat, I do have a roomcleaner - haha !
But waking up with the puke on your bed is....mh not nice wink

Friday Jan 21, 2005

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I'm want to be more addicted to finishing things and less addicted to flirting with cute girls at school...
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naiad_:
Why should i say yes? What's in it for me? wink
jayrock:
its doesn't help when some don't undetrstand either.

Wednesday Jan 19, 2005

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here's the goal: 1000 words... 24 oz of miller... at least three cups of coffee... a nap... at least another 24 oz of some cheap beer at the bar.... read a few chapters of school shit....while dipping into the vodka from mexico... pass out... make it to school on time.... Repeat
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rayna:
hey, cool. you lived in iowa.... biggrin
cambria:
i had to fix it cause we're not allowed to use songs...so another one will be up soon enough. wink

Wednesday Jan 05, 2005

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What is this odd deisre to connect and to communicate to an unseen world where people lounge behind some sort of billboard that advertises why I should want to connect and communicate with them....?
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jayrock:
ok here it is written down I will usally be home at night on Monday, Tuesday after 7pm, Wednesday, work thursday till 11..Friday off. Work Saturday and Sunday til 11pm

later
lone_ranger:
yeah, it actually isn't ironic...

I'm not sure how to describe it. I mean yeah he did take the risk and he did pay for it. I agree with him as well, and even though I choose to buckle up, people shouldn't be bound by law to do so.

*edit* bittersweet?


[Edited on Jan 18, 2005 3:15AM]

Monday Dec 13, 2004

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moment of silence for...
moment of feedback for...
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neko:
HAHAHAHAHAH ithat's sooooooooo great. i totally want some pumpin action simultaneous with a dow jones conversation or discussion on china's current economic developments. fuck, thats hot.
cait:
I'm still in Kzoo smile Drama is ok, just too much of it, and too much of it happening around me sucks, you know? whatever
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