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Who knows who I really am inside. When I'm like this because of my back I'm empty emo guy that nobody wants to be around because he's super depressing. I don't blame people. I completely understand, because I hate myself like this. When my back is good I literally feel unstoppable. I have tons of energy, my mood is always buoyant, when obstacles are encountered...
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I don't know what to do to not feel so alone in this world. I've tried not caring about being alone, but that doesn't work forever. I'm trying to be more caring and loving, but I still feel this way. I've tried to just be me as they say. People don't mind being around me when I'm fun, but that ends if I'm in any...
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gunderground:
Thanks @rambo. I had read on blog posts about how nice and good a person you are. It's well deserved. Thanks for taking a moment to make me feel better. That's very thoughtful.
gunderground:
Thanks for your words too @wissportsfan. I will try to not let close in
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Thoughts I came up with earlier, commenting somewhere else.

I have a relatively new outlook of being positive and saying good things to people that I chose to. Trying to cultivate new friendships while also keeping my emotions open for "the one". The one who likes me as much as like them. Love and relationships is a scale of emotions, and the best ones are...
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gpryme:
Very deep and mature insight. Sounds like you’ve had a lightbulb moment of self reflection. Good on you, and good luck.