goth_cowboy

Nice guys finish last
You're running out of gas
Your sympathy will get you left behind
Sometimes you're at your best
When you feel the worst
Do you feel washed up
Like piss going down the drain

Pressure cooker pick my brain and tell me I'm insane
I'm so fucking happy I could cry
Every joke can have its truth and now the joke's on...
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well here is a little update on my twisted little world.

went home for thanksgiving. wednesday night got to go hang out with my best friend whom i haven't seen in six months. he bartends so i got to drink for free. his brother and his band played that night too. he kicks so much ass on the guitar. ended up eating dinner at my...
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Your cruel deep eyes
Your blood like ice
One look could kill
My pain your thrill

I wanna love you, but I better not touch (don't touch)
I wanna hold you, but my senses tell me to stop
I wanna kiss you, but I want it too much (too much)
I wanna taste you but your lips are venomous poison
You're poison running through my...
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Serenity
by Godsmack


As I sit here and slowly close my eyes
I take another deep breath
And feel the wind pass through my body
I'm the one in your soul
Reflecting the light
Protect the ones who hold you
Cradling your inner child

It's serenity
In a place where I can hide
I need serenity
Nothing changes, days go by

Where do we go...
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Numb
by Linkin Park



I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)...
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well i got to spend the last 5 days filling out paperwork. fun shit. and they still don't know when or where they are going to put us.

i bought myself a ps2. i love that machine.

anyways take care for now everyone.

sorry about the last entry, it was pretty shitty sounding. my reasoning behind it is the fact that my National Guard battalion was activated. this means i will be on active duty for at least 18 months, starting in january. my emotions derailed and needed to vent somehow.

RIDE THE LIGHTNING
\m/ \m/

Take whatever i said yesterday, and throw it out the window. life has returned to it's very fucked up state.


mood: indifferent
music: Giving the Devil his Due by Coal Chamber

well it has finally made an effort to snow. and i have offically fallen on my ass because of it. damn i love it.

i finally figured out what kind relationship i have with girl i had been pining for. it's not the one i wanted, but i guess it's probably for the better, considering i'm now going with a friend's girlfriend's sister who is...
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Is there anybody out there?

Comfortably Numb


Hello?
Is there anybody in there?
Just nod if you can hear me.
Is there anyone at home?
Come on, now,
I hear you're feeling down.
Well I can ease your pain
Get you on your feet again.
Relax.
I'll need some information first.
Just the basic facts.
Can you show me where it hurts?

There is no...
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