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I am sewing again!
I finally figured out my new and amazingly complicated sewing machine and am whipping things out left and right.

(I like sewing! smile )

I am making a chemise out of the most gorgeous soft lavender linen for my cousin to wear to the Ren Faire this weekend, and altering my own bodice and other underpinnings.

(And yes, in case you could...
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stasia:
id love thaT NOW
HAHAHA
kiss
sebsis:
Thank god! I mean, all these ferns and stuff. And the table manners... Plus I'm not a very good looking guy... I'm just not cut out to be gay, but I gave it my best.
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Ugh, Ugh, Ugh.

I am mired in a relationship-bullshit quagmire right now... and I seem to be sinking.
At this point I am evaluating options and trying to decide if starting over is even worth it.
This weird inbetween 'don't know what might happen, should I stay or should I go, now' crap is like fucking hell on earth to me.

Ugh. frown

I will relax...
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deathhippie:
Ugh, sorry to hear about your relationship problems.. Relationship are dumb.. yeah.. That comment about sums it up. I hope you figure out which way to go soon, A quagmire of shit is alot of stinky swimming.

How I found you.. I actually got really bored and went, hey, who the fuck lives somewhat near me, and I saw your neato tattoo, and whallaaa.. I am here again.. wink
ouioui:
yes yes you will have to come up it would be fun! Sorry you are in that weird place. I think relationships are just fucking hard in general.. Hope it works out. smile
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[my name is]: Gambit/Rowan/Nicole
[in the morning i am]: Headed to Work
[all i need is]: Drama
[love is]: Wiggly and wonky and strange.
[im afraid of]: Contact lenses, nasal invasion, and water in my eyes.
[i dream about]: Chicken Fried Steak.

-H A V E .Y O U. E V E R . .
[pictured your crush naked?]: Ayuh.
[actually seen your crush naked]:...
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deathhippie:
That shit is long... I hop'd to it, but man...

BTW, Eddie is the bomb.. I love him... he is going to have my mutated man child.. I swear it.
dragonchylde:
Yay its my suga momma..I though you didnt want to talk to me no more or something..but I still love you! kiss
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mexicant:
You know... I had just fallen asleep when you called. I'm still tired now...
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Update!
Update!
Update!

Too much going on!
Ahhh!

There, goddamn it!
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mexicant:
LOSER!! Try being here evry once in awhile. It's the closest thing we have to communication since you always 'nore me on AIM...
mexicant:
Silly girl... there is no 7 in the morning. Make it 8 and I'm in.
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Holy Mary, Mother of God.

I have been so busy lately, it almost borders on ridiculous. (Almost, but not quite...)

I saw The Decemberists at The Casbah on Friday with Creamsaver, dannyboy, and my personal favorite mr_demille. We also ran into redneck70 with another Mexican Danny. Fun! The show was lovely, lovely, lovely but the best bit had to be the encore...
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mexicant:
Highland Ave: The Surgery Years?? Holy fuck that made me laugh. And yeah.... I was loopy as fuck last night. blush Damn seepytime medecine...
engrishmofaka:
lol when satan comes to visit.
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Thank the gods for Wal-Mart.

The squiggly dance, itties-with-bitties and helping to keep my sanity. Not much else is better than a friend who knows what to do and where to go to help keep the mental demons at bay for one more night.

And stop calling it that!

Ya Bastid.
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cellosoul:
Yummy comfort + humor + good friends. smile Sounds like a wondrously warm experience!

smile

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mexicant:
I helped bang the drum outside for awhile. It was a fairly spiritual experience...
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As of 6:19 this morning, I am an aunt! Sweet little Ariel Virginia was born today to my brother Richard and my sister-in-law Summer. She was 7 lbs, 11 oz. and as healthy as can be.

I am so excited and so, so, so tired. I was there for the birth and can now say that I will never have children. Ever. Nope. No way! tongue
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pinuppixie:
Congrats Auntie! biggrin
woodstock:
No, YOU are adorable. BTW, I have that same I heart me shirt but in red.

Congrats on being an aunt! It is my favorite thing in the world! I have a nephew who I adore!

In reading your profile: So your hometown is somewhere in the vicinity of Switzerland? biggrin
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I have decided the best feeling ever is this:
feeling safe

What feels better than knowing you are safe? Protected and nestled deep in (t)his cocoon of warmth, I can just drift from pleasure to pleasure with the realization that very little else matters. It's delicious and I am enjoying the feeling.
*insert contented sigh*

On the updating type front, spent the weekend with B....
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cellosoul:
Thanks for sharing your insights, unfurling, learning and such in my journal. You seem so free, so able to let go in the moment, to accept.

This relationship sounds like your well deserved reflection of that kind of beingness and beauty. smile Just natural, flow. "Safe," the word you used.

The way you describe it feels like a lil' oasis. But not dull. Playful, too. You're a lucky girl!

Play On,

s
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creamsaver:
I'm glad you are happy
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What a nice night-to-day I've had....from my new boyfriend to the ex-boyfriend, and back, in 24 hours.

It started last night when B came over to my house, where we ate some pizza and half-watched Monster House. We talked and talked until early this a.m., finally jumped into bed and slept.

I am amazed by the amount of talking B and I do when we...
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pinuppixie:
oh! Mi scuzzi!
pinuppixie:
bump bump
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Ever hear a terrible, and terrifying, noise in the middle of the night and wonder what could have possibly occured that would create such a heartwrenching sound?

Well, it came from me. It is the sound of indecision, of fear and doubt. That screeching sound is longing and apprehension colliding inside my soul, each clawing for purchase.

I am spring cleaning, sweeping out the old...
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pureblu12225:
moving on can be a good feeling just keep your head clean and you'll be fine hey wait spring cleaning your a bit late eh?
sebsis:
I will definately let you guys in SGSD know when I will be arriving. I am very much looking forward to meeting everyone. Florida was great when I was a kid, but for many years has been kind of mildly toxic. Not really fatal, but I sure can't grow here.