What's up everyone... I'm finally getting around to my first blog post. I guess I could start out by saying a little about myself. I am 39 and sadly separated after my partner of 13 years and wife of 10 years was discovered cheating on me. On Fathers Day none the less. I was totally devastated as I have always loved her and always will. Now that being said, I am over it. I do not wish to remain with her. I could never trust her again. Not so much for the infidelity as for everything else she has pulled since. She has turned into the most selfish person on the planet I believe. I do Love her as someone who I spent the best 13 years of my life with, as my former best friend, and as the mother of my Step-son and my Daughter. But I just don't want to be with her anymore!!!
I just don't understand what all has happened the last few months. It wasn't a sexual thing, I have always made sure that one way or the other she got off numerous times every single time! After I found out she started therapy and apparently the truth of the matter was that she had never loved me romantically! WTF!!!!!!! Then why would she marry me and lead me on for all those years? I guess because I didn't drink too much, didn't do drugs, adored her and her son, and made a good Daddy! I guess she figured the love part would come later??? After all the shit she went through in her first marriage I never would have figured her to be the type to do that sort of thing to me. How can you lie to someone for 13 years??? I just don't get how a person could do that to anyone!
Anyway, enough of that shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've joined here to network and make some new friends. So let's see what the future brings. Here's to New Horizons!
I just don't understand what all has happened the last few months. It wasn't a sexual thing, I have always made sure that one way or the other she got off numerous times every single time! After I found out she started therapy and apparently the truth of the matter was that she had never loved me romantically! WTF!!!!!!! Then why would she marry me and lead me on for all those years? I guess because I didn't drink too much, didn't do drugs, adored her and her son, and made a good Daddy! I guess she figured the love part would come later??? After all the shit she went through in her first marriage I never would have figured her to be the type to do that sort of thing to me. How can you lie to someone for 13 years??? I just don't get how a person could do that to anyone!
Anyway, enough of that shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've joined here to network and make some new friends. So let's see what the future brings. Here's to New Horizons!