I have just discovered this suicide girl home work stuffs.. So me being behing the crowd i decide to do it any ways =)
I have never been one to be on time any way ;)
I have always had issues with not wanting to judge people i didn't know or didn't quite understand. I want to give every one an equal chance of being who they are and expressing themselves. But i always had the expectation that was set upon me by my peers that certian life styles were wrong. It made me feel awful, because i know not everyone lives the same way. About 6th grade my mom started to go to a Christian church and she got really religous. That hadn't been something that had been in my life before i sorta treated it like it was an after school activity nothing more nothing less. But being a part of a comunity who was constantly judging every one around you kinda made you not want to look at all the possibilities. Then i was introduced to suicide girls after high school for me it was sorta my way or rebeling. Being a person that was different from what i was taught. I expanded my acceptance of alternate life styles. At first I was worried about all the nudity and what not because it was something that was quote un quote socially unacceptable. But as i surfed and ventured threw the site i saw the beauty in being able to shed your clothes and be yourself. People seeing you for what you are or what you want to be and accepting you for it. When your clothes come off so does a lot of your insacurities your naked in all sense of the word. Your differences all out for every one who happens along to see. It made me feel strong and independant like the things i doubted about myself were nonsence. It may take a second but it empowering knowing this is who you are. I did get a lot of creepers who thought that conversation was telling me i was hot and that was all. But i also got people who were genuine about my modeling and wanted to get to know me and wanted me to get to know them. I have embraced things about my life that i would have never accepted before. Like I really like guys but I like girls too. I have small brests but that is not a bad thing. Just because your life style is different doesnt necissarily make it a bad thing. I keep an open mind about meeting new people and not judging them for what they do or what they beieve in. Just because their opinions differ from mine doesn't mean i have to believe the same thing. The world is made up of different opions and beliefs. In reality we may not have some of the things we have if every one didn't have a different state of mind.
I am so happy that i have joined Suicide girls it has boosted my selfesteem and made me more aware of whats out in the world. Nudity doesn't have to be a sexual experience it can be viewed as beautiful. <3
I have a terrible attention span. So my screens going a bit fuzzy. But if you have any questions just comment and ask =)
xoxo
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