frankie18

how come your always allowed to fall back on me when i'm not part of your life. yet when i need someone i would rather die than call you. though i'd like if you cared. but you don't because you don'tthink. so go get someone else please. fall on them because it hurts when you fall on me.

It was Don Delillo, whiskey neat,
And a blinking midnight clock
Speakers on a TV stand
Just a turntable to watch
Only smoke came out our mouths
On all those hooded sweatshirt walks
We were a stroke of luck
We were a gold mine that gutted us

And from the sidelines you'd see me run
Until I'm out of breath
Living the good life, I...
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love is a hardplace. kill yourself and end it now.

i can tell she's depressed. i got a tattoo. does this top it off. in a sense it is for you but much more for me. bright eyes made me think. do i want to be that depressed kid again. conner with so much emotion. wow i've been there. that shit was crazy. but now i don't feel so alive without that crazy emotion. we...
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The distance and
my hearts to sand
flowing through the hourglass
Time to let go
of all we know
and break our hearts in stride

I need you now
more like yesterday
the last day I could see you smile
for the last time
turn out the lights
my life on standby

So standby and watch
this fall away and fall apart

Just say that...
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this morning i got up because i can't sleep. i've been sitting in the living room with my bestfriends. we just sang back street boys which came out of my mouth i do not know where from.i am amazing.

TODAY I BOUGHT A NEW DIGITAL CAMERA. THE THING IS AMAZING LET ME TELL YOU. THEN THE NEXT DAY MY COMPUTER BROKE SO I WENT AND BOUGHT A NEW ONE. I HAVE ALL THESE NEW THINGS I FEEL SO TECH. NOW I JUST GOTTA FIGURE OUT HOW TO USE ALL THIS AMAZING STUFF. P.S. I'M EXTREMLY HAPPY. I'M GOING HOME IN A WEEK AND I'M...
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today i officially ate shit on my bike on the muni track. but it made me all bloody and tuff for my trek home. i think both my wrists are broken.

today i coughed up something so bloody and green i couldn't eat the rest of the day. i don't know what's wrong with my body but it definetly is mad at me...and i havn't even smoked in 2 days.

I LIVE FOR MI BICICLETA. TODAY WE WENT TO GO GET ME A NEW PHONE AND THE FUCKERS TOLD ME I NEED MY MOM THERE TO SIGN THE CONTRACT...THEN I SPIT IN THERE FACE AND WALKED OUT BECAUSE THERE'S NO WAY MY MOTHER COULD BE THERE. HOW CAN THEY MAKE THAT STANDARD WHEN I DON'T LIVE EVEN CLOSE TO MY PARENTS??? WHATEVER FUCKEM WHO NEEDS...
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I DONT MIND THOUGH VERY MUCH THIS TIME. I JUST WISH THAT THIS TIME YOUR GONE WITH OUT A TRACE. THAT YOU DON'T COME BACK. DON'T RELY ON ME TO PICK YOU UP. AND TALK TO YOU WITH SOME SORT OF GOOD ADVICE. MAKE YOUR OWN DECISIONS, LEARN FROM THEM. I KNOW YOU SAY I MEAN SO MUCH. BUT IF THAT WAS THE CASE YOU...
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it's always awesome to lose you again.