so...im posting a new blog...
i dont really know what to say...
things have been hectic, i've been going to work, coming home and working, not being able to sleep until about 2-3am, waking up at 7 and repeat.
all this for the better cause, to escape this reality and go on vacation. at least it's keeping me busy so i don't have time being trapped with my mind that seems to only be able to think about one thing. sigh. i would never call myself a dependent person when it comes to relationships but when im involved im very into it, very dedicated, and i always expect that the other person is going to feel the same. i guess i have yet to experience that.
my current situation i just dont know what to think anymore. i feel so disconnected yet i get texts saying "i miss you" all the time. is it just bad timing? again, i dont know but for once im trying to relax, im trying to let things just happen the way they are supposed to rather then trying to rush it, force it, or opening my big mouth like i normally do. i guess i just have to let my hopes fall and carry on with optimism that something good eventually has to come my way.
on that note, i need a glass of wine.
i dont really know what to say...
things have been hectic, i've been going to work, coming home and working, not being able to sleep until about 2-3am, waking up at 7 and repeat.
all this for the better cause, to escape this reality and go on vacation. at least it's keeping me busy so i don't have time being trapped with my mind that seems to only be able to think about one thing. sigh. i would never call myself a dependent person when it comes to relationships but when im involved im very into it, very dedicated, and i always expect that the other person is going to feel the same. i guess i have yet to experience that.
my current situation i just dont know what to think anymore. i feel so disconnected yet i get texts saying "i miss you" all the time. is it just bad timing? again, i dont know but for once im trying to relax, im trying to let things just happen the way they are supposed to rather then trying to rush it, force it, or opening my big mouth like i normally do. i guess i just have to let my hopes fall and carry on with optimism that something good eventually has to come my way.
on that note, i need a glass of wine.
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mr_c:
Seeing that you are friends with Faye it should be more than obvious. No harm no foul, just not interested in bullshit. You're right, you don't know me, so why comment at all.
northstar:
jesus girl, you've got such pretty eyes.