well i wasnt gonna update today for a couple of reasons...my last update delt with a sad situation and today, april 10 is one of two days of the year that are very hard for me to handle and i didnt want 2 sad updates in a row.... and the second reason is i didnt think id be conscious enough at any part of this...
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its never easy to say good bye to someone...but when you dont even get the oppertunity to say good bye its even harder...so i will do it here and now...
good bye Dawn...
the short time i knew you was really special to me...i looked for you every time i was in union square, always happy when i found you...i really enjoyed the time i...
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good bye Dawn...
the short time i knew you was really special to me...i looked for you every time i was in union square, always happy when i found you...i really enjoyed the time i...
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lecia:
i dunno
yeah, they look really cute on me....i can't wait to pick them up this morning
yeah, they look really cute on me....i can't wait to pick them up this morning
scumbag:
beutiful miss you
first i want to appologize for not being around for a long time...my life has been...well lets just say its not how i was hopeing it would be ...alot has happened in a short time and well last night i guess i snapped and did something really stupid....fortunatley the outcome was a failure as well as everything else in my life at the moment... i...
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lilbrokendolly:
I've seen you on that group as well as noticed that we live in the same borough!
You know dude, shit happens. And then it gets better. So quit kicking yourself in the ass...whatever it is, it'll eventually work out.
(Yes, this is the philosophy that keeps me from blowing my own skull to pieces daily.)
Nice to meet ya!
You know dude, shit happens. And then it gets better. So quit kicking yourself in the ass...whatever it is, it'll eventually work out.
(Yes, this is the philosophy that keeps me from blowing my own skull to pieces daily.)
Nice to meet ya!
xtx:
It isn't a good thing or a bad thing- it just is. I agree with you 100%... all events are inevitable. No matter how many times I repeat the same mistakes, I take something away from the experience every time- even if only a more informed vantage point when confronted with similar circumstances.
im thinking about you 
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scumbag:
hey havent seen you in a long time how ya doing hit me back man
today is the anniversary of the worst day of my life...they say time heals all wounds..but that is not the case with this....im updating now because in a few more minutes i wont be a ble to see the keyboard let alone be able to type.. i hope everyone is having a great week and have a fantastic weekend.
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lily:
I know how much it hurts, i wish i could be there to hold you, maybe tomorrow night?
charlatan:
How you doing, man? Hang in there. Memories can be a motherfucker. Knock you down and drag through the muck over and over.
Hang in there.
Hang in there.
nothing exciting to report at the moment..about to leave for work. 
...but the good news is...im in love ...hope everyone is having a great week and have a super fantastic weekend. is it too early to start thinking about the weekend? nawwww i dont think so.
...but the good news is...im in love ...hope everyone is having a great week and have a super fantastic weekend. is it too early to start thinking about the weekend? nawwww i dont think so.
iggy:
its never too early to think about the weekend...
being in love is yummy!!!
and dress warm dude its fucking frigid out there.
so frigid i think i almost lost my toes.\
being in love is yummy!!!
and dress warm dude its fucking frigid out there.
so frigid i think i almost lost my toes.\
lecia:
aww....congrats on the being in love
i wish the best for everyone...heres for having a great new year and hope everyones dreams come true....
you know who you are and i love you!!! with all my heart and soul.!
you know who you are and i love you!!! with all my heart and soul.!
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charlatan:
You are on my friends page two times right now. You're like doublemint!
ok the babies need to grow up abit. im gettin tired of the way some people act and they way they handle things... live and let live...let people be happy..the sad thing is misery loves company...hey..try being happy for those that are happy.
have a great week!!!
have a great week!!!
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iggy:
i concur.
you have a great week too.
you have a great week too.
charlatan:
Everyone has their own choices to make. no one can make them for anyone else. It's just harder for some than others. All will be well. Nice to hear from you, man.
i havent been around cuz my keyboard is broken hopefully ill geta new one soon...hope everyone had a great holiday.
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narcissus:
hey babe, i'm outta sg land, you know where i'm at, tho, holla!! come out to CA to visit!!
come out to CA to visit!!
billybillybilly:
if she's with you, check on her.
ever get the feelin youve been cheated?
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ldwarren:
have a great xmas matie!
tangledupinblue:
Merry Christmas.
time moves so slow lately
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minibeanie:
Especially when life seems to be sucking....I think its just the holidays....its sapping my will to live....but not shop....oh no, not shop
kikka:
that's why it's better to not believe in time. we can do it.
the warmth of red blood (formally shai hulud) is looking for a new singer...maybe i should try out....hmmmm...its a shame that chad gilbert had to get all emo wuss and play guitar for new found glory ...how can you go from singing in a great band to playing guitar in a shit band? its all about the money i guess. that seems to be what...
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benni:
nothings open today. tomorrow i want to shop...
but its the worst shopping day for people who despise people.
tomorrow i want to shop...
but its the worst shopping day for people who despise people.
lecia:
thnx
Anyway, you seem to be friends with all my friends hmmmmmm...*somethin'* goin on.
In any case. I'd be nice to meet you sometime. Mr. .Hidden Guru in the Mountains.