Well howdy folks! Long time no see. That's my fault. I've been dealing with way too much lately and when I finally seemed to be getting a handle on it all. My family decides to fuck me over. Seriously.
Whatever do you mean you ask, oh well let me tell you a little tale of Easter over here at the Faerie Household.
I got the crazy idea Saturday to quit smoking. Why? Mostly cause I was broke and I want to save my money not shell out $10 for a pack of smokes. Also I had $25 and wanted to get the kids something nice to wear for Easter, cause it's a BIG deal to my grandma, and I love her (though she annoys the shit out of me).
Anyways so one of my friends sent me a few bucks for Easter, my decision since my son was over the stomach bug and I was too, my daughter is still battling it out, while she napped in the car me and my son had Sonics for lunch. Everyone was going alright, not prefect but alright. We got back to the house after a drive and waited for everyone to show up. Since I live with my grandparents the family comes to our house for holidays, and Sundays.
Everything kind of went to shit just as dinner was starting. My mom wasn't there yet, I asked if we were going to wait for her and said that I thought grandma said dinner was around 5:30 not 5, not a big deal really it's just we usually wait for everyone on holidays before eating. My uncle's wife is behind me as I was going to get a plate and goes "can we please have one dinner without you yelling at everyone?" I honestly thought she was joking cause the only person I yell at during family dinners is my son cause he's always super hyper to have everyone over and is bouncing literally ON people. But I had a raging headache, no caffeine in my system and I had quit smoking, so I turned around and said "just stop." Not with an attitude. I didn't yell. Like I said I thought she was joking. Well ..... she wasn't.
She stepped right up to me and got in my face and screamed at me "THIS IS WHY I CAN'T COME TO DINNER BECAUSE YOU ARE SUCH A BITCH!" I took a step back with my mouth open in shock and said what? I had no idea what had just happened.
Now let me lay it out for you, we have a very crowded house, especially with everyone over. I was between the wall and the dining room table, my aunt in front of me and unknown at the time is my uncle is behind me. They literally boxed me. My daughter started crying and came to me. I picked her up as my aunt continued to yell at me calling me a bitch in front of my whole family. I turned around and there's my uncle and he comes at me, yelling that this isn't my house and i need to stop my attitude. I was bawling and scared. I felt trapped, cause I was, and said all I did was ask if we were waiting for my mom. I asked him to me and he pushes against me saying no make me. I turned around and my aunt is still there going on about how I'm a bitch. I'm crying my eyes out, and my uncle keeps pushing up against me, he's like 6ft and 400lbs I'm 5ft 3in, I start shoving back at him, cause Ariel is crying and I'm crying and I feel threatened. I feel like something is going to happen and I have no idea what. My grandma starts yelling for my papa to come put a stop to this. My aunt finally yells to my 11 year old cousin "get your coat we're leaving cause Amanda's a BITCH" I make a dash to leave and papa steps in my way (in his world my uncle that was attacking me can do NO WRONG so it must be my fault) so he tells me that I should go lock myself in my room. I said No and tried to get around him, he reaches out to take my daughter and I shouted NO don't you dare. And he shakes his head and walks away. I go in the living and cry hugging my daughter and thanking the gods that my son was outside, since he now yells at people when they make me cry. I don't even know what my uncle would have done if my son started yelling at him.
I wound up going to my room with my daughter and calling my mom crying and telling her what her brother just did. This doesn't really surprise her as once she yelled at his daughter and he physically attacked her, grabbed her wrist and left bruises, cause his daughter did something to my brother and my mom yelled at her.
Anyway I hope everyone had a better Easter than me. Now I'm back to signing up for affiliates and reviews and work from home jobs so that I can try and get me and my kids the hell out of this house.
Whatever do you mean you ask, oh well let me tell you a little tale of Easter over here at the Faerie Household.
I got the crazy idea Saturday to quit smoking. Why? Mostly cause I was broke and I want to save my money not shell out $10 for a pack of smokes. Also I had $25 and wanted to get the kids something nice to wear for Easter, cause it's a BIG deal to my grandma, and I love her (though she annoys the shit out of me).
Anyways so one of my friends sent me a few bucks for Easter, my decision since my son was over the stomach bug and I was too, my daughter is still battling it out, while she napped in the car me and my son had Sonics for lunch. Everyone was going alright, not prefect but alright. We got back to the house after a drive and waited for everyone to show up. Since I live with my grandparents the family comes to our house for holidays, and Sundays.
Everything kind of went to shit just as dinner was starting. My mom wasn't there yet, I asked if we were going to wait for her and said that I thought grandma said dinner was around 5:30 not 5, not a big deal really it's just we usually wait for everyone on holidays before eating. My uncle's wife is behind me as I was going to get a plate and goes "can we please have one dinner without you yelling at everyone?" I honestly thought she was joking cause the only person I yell at during family dinners is my son cause he's always super hyper to have everyone over and is bouncing literally ON people. But I had a raging headache, no caffeine in my system and I had quit smoking, so I turned around and said "just stop." Not with an attitude. I didn't yell. Like I said I thought she was joking. Well ..... she wasn't.
She stepped right up to me and got in my face and screamed at me "THIS IS WHY I CAN'T COME TO DINNER BECAUSE YOU ARE SUCH A BITCH!" I took a step back with my mouth open in shock and said what? I had no idea what had just happened.
Now let me lay it out for you, we have a very crowded house, especially with everyone over. I was between the wall and the dining room table, my aunt in front of me and unknown at the time is my uncle is behind me. They literally boxed me. My daughter started crying and came to me. I picked her up as my aunt continued to yell at me calling me a bitch in front of my whole family. I turned around and there's my uncle and he comes at me, yelling that this isn't my house and i need to stop my attitude. I was bawling and scared. I felt trapped, cause I was, and said all I did was ask if we were waiting for my mom. I asked him to me and he pushes against me saying no make me. I turned around and my aunt is still there going on about how I'm a bitch. I'm crying my eyes out, and my uncle keeps pushing up against me, he's like 6ft and 400lbs I'm 5ft 3in, I start shoving back at him, cause Ariel is crying and I'm crying and I feel threatened. I feel like something is going to happen and I have no idea what. My grandma starts yelling for my papa to come put a stop to this. My aunt finally yells to my 11 year old cousin "get your coat we're leaving cause Amanda's a BITCH" I make a dash to leave and papa steps in my way (in his world my uncle that was attacking me can do NO WRONG so it must be my fault) so he tells me that I should go lock myself in my room. I said No and tried to get around him, he reaches out to take my daughter and I shouted NO don't you dare. And he shakes his head and walks away. I go in the living and cry hugging my daughter and thanking the gods that my son was outside, since he now yells at people when they make me cry. I don't even know what my uncle would have done if my son started yelling at him.
I wound up going to my room with my daughter and calling my mom crying and telling her what her brother just did. This doesn't really surprise her as once she yelled at his daughter and he physically attacked her, grabbed her wrist and left bruises, cause his daughter did something to my brother and my mom yelled at her.
Anyway I hope everyone had a better Easter than me. Now I'm back to signing up for affiliates and reviews and work from home jobs so that I can try and get me and my kids the hell out of this house.
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Hope you can manage to get you, Ariel and AJ out of that house.
My Easter was spoiled too, but I won't go into that here...