Stating despondency on social media is always seen as whiney bullshit. No point in complaining about your lot in life because people will always give you that "the sun will come out tomorrow" bullshit.
SG is like a dead letter office. I can say that I feel hopelessly trapped by circumstance here and it can pass like a fart in church.
If I moved to an area where I can afford to live there will be no jobs there. That is my reality as "unskilled" labor here. I'm not alone, there are millions of us here, unable to live, barely surviving, in cities that are being gentrified into greedy oblivion.
I am desperate and facing a future of endless, meaningless toil and that's if I'm lucky enough to never get sick. I can save money, but I will never be able to save enough to own anything that lasts. I will die in a flop house, and again, I am not alone. Millions just like me.
No other country will take me in, see "unskilled," not even the places were my savings would see me through. I am trapped, out of options, and running out of time. My writing is going nowhere, slow, and I have spent the majority of my life working in the adult entertainment industry, I am untouchable, the lowest cast left to lie on resumes if I ever want other types of work. I am a social pariah and once again, I am not alone.