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spent the day running errands with my mom...was nice to spend time with her.

am going to minneapolis tomorrow to hang out with the boy...i've decided to go expecting nothing so i'll be surprised either way....well fuck...i'm always surprised

am loading up my car with black photographers velour for backgrounds, my trusty computer, and an extremely lovely camera which is sadly not mine frown but belongs...
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escottie:
the three who have seen the pictures have said "holy fuck!"
sweetscarling:
love AWESOME pics of Scottie !! HAWT !!!
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i'm watching nip tuck......ewwwwwwww

i've never seen it before and it is grrroooosssee

ugh

not been doing anything interesting in particular....i keep getting sucked into law and order episodes that i've never seen before and all of a sudden four hours have passed!

tv is evil....evil evil....but....at least law and order isn't bad tv

so ... since i'm watching a tv show about plastic surgery...
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sully:
ooo- I luv law and order..it sucks me in too..
nip tuck is pretty gnarley too...I dont think plastic surgery is good for the mind.. it leads people to believe its the only way you can be happy with yourself..
unless of course it is to improve/correct something serious like eye sight or health problems... skull
clidna:
Nip Tuck can be very gross... but I've found it's actually a pretty good show once you get into it.

Law and Order is awesome, I used to watch it with my mom every day, usually twice!

I'm kind of back and forth on plastic surgery, I think it's ok as long as you do your research on the doctors, but I think I'd probably be too chicken to get it done myself! wink Although, liposuction could come in handy...
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Hello all....am back from new york frown i love it there so...and probably wont get back until thanksgiving. I had a perfectly lovely time....went to MOMA, the Jewish Museum...and covered the entirety of manhattan by foot and subway( a pedicure at Pinky's helped sooth my tired feet) Went to central park for the summer outdoor Phil Harmonic Orchestra concert. Had Burmese twice...mmmmm Mango Chicken with Cocunut...
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kallisti:
Thankee kindly, madam...

though it wasn't a poem, just the exact way I felt in the very moment I was changing up my journal. biggrin

Which is even better.

*HUGS to everyone!!!*
1aine:
You are too sweet....I feel like I look a lot bigger in person than I do in that pic. Maybe it's because I'm minus the clothes, & you can actually see the curves of my pregie belly. I don't know, but with clothes on I feel like an upside-down weeble. My boobs are huge & they blend right in with my tummy so I just look round everywhere. Enough complaining about that.....

My mom wouldn't let me go out in public looking like Cindy either. Moms....... whatever smile
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in new york....and yes ... i can spell it correctly but was on the WORST computer ever .... wink

had the most awful flight yesterday...delayed 3 hours in the airport...20 minutes holding in the air....20 minutes in line on the ground...only made it halfway and then another 20 minutes....and then the E train was shut down so had to pay 50 dollars for a cab into...
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1aine:
Hey there sweetie!!! I'm glad to hear that you're home safely for the summer. And even happier for you that your travels have begun. (Even though getting there sounded a bit hairy.)

I'm doing well. I've just finished my 5th month & I've been really showing since the 4th. I'm trying to get some belly pic's to post, but am having a hard time finding a flattering angle. This time, as opposed to the previous 2 pregnancies, I seem to be getting round everywhere. (Or maybe I'm just more self-concious about it.) Anyway, I keep telling myself that its all worth it in the end, & it is.

What happened? Why are you sad about the boy???

Awhile ago you needed my advice about something. I'm sorry its taken so long, & you probably have had it long since sorted out, but I'm all ears if you still need it.

Missing you kiss
ra0ul:
You back yet? How was it? I miss nyc and want some tales of disreput to remind me of home.
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have just a minute to be on right now ...as i am using the slowest computer in the world.

off to new yourk on sunday...after spening sat with the boy...

have been without my computer for a week...and now have snuck onto my fathers....

miss you all

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kallisti:
... I spell it like Yourk too... : ) And then I always fix it. : P

so I'm told you're a bit of a photographer? I'd totally look around your profile more but I'm literally falling asleep at the computer... lol

drop me a line if you like
n:
i used to not be able to walk in those shoes, then suddenly i could. new yorke, new yorke.
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feeling better....spent several days with my aunt, uncle, cousin, and parents up at my aunt's lake home outside of Brainerd...so very nice. Relaxing, antiquing, and gin drinking...very very nice....

my sister is also flying in for the week-end...it is her birthday tomorrow and my mom's on sunday so it should be a festive week-end....i miss my sister desperately and am ever so glad to see...
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ra0ul:
Stay positive and seize the day. Do all the things you want to, don't wait. I am in the unfortunate position that i have done everything i have wanted to do in life and am now aimlessly floating around trying to find something to captivate or challenge me. I think you've got the right attitude to do the things you want. It's just a case of putting some force behind applying it.
glassmachine:
Totally. That old 'It is better to regret the things we have done rather than the things we have not" is a cliche, but it's so true.
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i'm depressed....


time with the boy was nice...i had decided to speak to him about what he was up to ... acting more boyfriendy and his once again "moves" at night....because i needed to find out what was going on....i tried to broach the subject in a non-threatening jokingly manner...to which he got a bit defensive so i dropped it taking that as hint enough...
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wheezy_e:
I wonder if this will work since there's no "quote" button on journal pages, let's see:

hardly 6 hours ago mrblisters (the sorry bastard) said:

Don't go read my journal, it's all happy horseshit and won't make you feel any better.


Wow, how quickly this is out of date. Here's the explanation I got more or less: "I totally dig you, but I'm still too screwed up over this break-up, so for now I don't want to spread my unhappiness, sorry."

[Edited on Jul 06, 2005 7:00PM]

ra0ul:
Are you feeling any better?
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off to minneapolis to spend time with the boy....

wish me luck....

because i am nervous, excited, confused, anxious, and very glad for a mini-break from home....

hope all of you have a wonderful couple of days kiss kiss kiss
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clidna:
Aww... have loads and loads of fun!!!
wheezy_e:
good luck!
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i just got presale tickets to Le Tigre...i'm very excited

august 9...at first ave smile love
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sully:
wow, awesome! shocked
Thanks for the love dollface!! kiss
wheezy_e:
Hooray for you!
Yes, I think I will try to let parole girl pass on by.

Erik's good female-decisions: 1
Erik's poor female-decisions: several.
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i feel like i am 16 and sneaking around doing things i'm not supposed to be doing...

it is getting rather obnoxious and am most looking forward to a mini-break from this....

otherwise...i have seen several good movies...

I saw:

Closer -- which i liked very much
Hostage -- which i also liked and had an odd attraction for the bad guy - go figure...
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ra0ul:
Women are always drawn to the bad guy, so i'm not surprised. I liked hostage and the jacket. I must say though, Closer is fucking great, i wasn't won over by the trailers but i didn't think i would be as impressed as i was. tv is evil. i concur.

Court case - probably a fine i can't see them giving me time in jail for a little breech of peace. I suppose it really depends if i get done with contempt of court as well (i'm quite outspoken) I did find a lawyer about half an hour ago so it's not too bad. ciao.
escottie:
if you find dad's stash of dirty magazines while you're sneaking around, let me know.

guy nelson has his stuff developed by a close friend of his, and i don't think i can make an introduction. one of the SGTC group members manages a Target photo lab, so we do have services if you want to shoot film.