WHAT THE FUCK! What the fuck am I supposed to be doing? I've told her I'm done with our relationship. I'm tired of trying to work on one when she's sill not sure if this is what she wants. I love her very much, but I have to stop putting myself through this. So I'm done. I supposed to be leaving for the Peace Corps as soon as they tell me where and when I'll be going. I have plenty to keep busy with till I split, but how in the hell am I supposed to handle this. She gives me nothing to work with; she's not happy, hurt, or angry with this. She can't even tell me how she feels. There's no anger on either of our parts, this break up is void of emotion except awkwardness and no communication to deal with it. Of course it's the same as when we were "dating" it's just no we know that were not. AAARRRRHHHHHHH!
other than that I'm really pretty happy with life.....
other than that I'm really pretty happy with life.....
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Amy and I are going through a seperation right now, and while the circumstances are different, the pain and fristration is no less real. Hang in there man.
On a seperate note, congrats on the peace corp gig. How cool is that! I hope you get an experience of a lifetime. I myself am out in Salt Lake City right now, job hunting, and I leave for Atlanta on Tuesday for week of interviewing there. Then it's back to SoCal. Yay.
If you're thinking of really upgrading to a dslr and are worried about getting a good camera, check out FredMiranda.com it's a GREAT site, and on the Boards under Buy and Sell, you can find VERY reputable sellers. Look for guys/gals with lots of posts, check their feedback in the search function. Otherwise, I have a Canon Digital Rebel XT that I'd sell to you. I've been looking for something with more FPS for sports and action shots. I'd not spend the money on a 5D...here's why. Yes, it's a full-frame sensor, but it's Canon's 1st generation for that model. It's WAY overpriced. Personally if I had 2 grand to spend on gear (cost of a used 5D in so-so shape), I'd get a basic solid body and spend my $$$ on good glass. Lenses last, bodies come and go. You could get yourself some professional lenses for your trip, and have money left over for CF cards, readers and external storage drives, filters, cleaners, extra batteries, etc. If you wanna chat, drop me a line. 231-six-three-three 3059. I'd hook you up with my XT, battery grip, extra batteries...the whole kit and kaboodle, and you'd have enough left over for some nice "L" primes or L zooms. If you want
Regardless, keep in touch, I wanna hear about your trip and catch up in general
-Ryan