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I detest when I know I've hurt the feelings of someone I care about. I don't like knowing I could have probably prevented it happoning the way that it did. Either way it would have been unpleasent for the both of us and i suppose the way to look at it is that there is alot of time we spent together that both of us...
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I leave next thursday, this comeing monday tuesday and wednesday ill be working on the fence at my dads house. im havineg fun being alittle irresponsible and enjoying myself before i leave. I went online and found the next coffee shop that i plan to be spending all of my time. there is an art gallery as well. so now i have found where i'll...
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got the job, i just need to walk in. manager said nothing but good things about me, i stood waiting around the corner as he spoke with the other general manager. A move will be soon and the new beginning is welcome. Changing things up a bit. three to four weeks and ill be working at a new store. I wonder how the new people...
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Today I leave to adventure in San Francisco with said girl. I have her for the next week and then she leaves for LA. I need to make phone calls to people for places to stay, but other then that there are no plans for this adventure. We bring extra sets of cloths in backpacks, and wonder. ill not have my laptops for 3 daysish.......
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The most beautiful womand i have ever slept with. The cutest smile. fantastic eyes. creative. for the past 24 hours I have had the pleasure of spending my time with this person. and she leaves in 11 days to go back to LA. she just graduated. I may never see her again after that. for the time she is here i have totally fallen for...
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Sometimes the simple act of smiling makes me feel better.

superman was cool. the comic book shop got its shipment in the city nearby so ill have to put that one off. soon ill study chess and mabey, and its been a while since ive done this, ill go out and grab a beer. life is good.

truth be told, i get kinda wierded out and really cautious when someone is romanticly interested and likes me a whole lot right away. it worries me. I have my studying schedual down now, and will get back to my normal workout schedual when i get my van back. im almost at my old goals. i think its kinda neet. im reading a new book...
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I renewed my membership on the internet chess club and things are slowing going back to how they should be. Im spending more time playing then i was before and my studying will go down a bit. this way i can analyze my games and look for where i made mistakes so as i can hopefully not make a habit out of them. I have...
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So hey, the coffee shop is where i make up for the sleep that i dont really get sometimes. I sit in the back where not that manypeople go and look like im studying tactics and and wear my big hooded jacket an pass out after having some hot chocolate. I got off work and worked out last night after a few beers. mabey i...
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my computer is up again! its alive!!!!

My house is broken and not local so i get to play the " find a place to stay" game for the next couple of weeks till i can afford to buy the engine i need to replace the old one.

my laptop isnt charging when i have it plugged in so i dont know when ill be put back by that.

things could be...
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