SHIT!...
i had a really long blog typed and i fucking hit the back button on accident and lost it.
the jist of it was, i'm boring and have next to nothing to blog about.
i'm stuck in that, get up, go to work, come home, work out, go to bed, start over, rut.
but it's not really that bad. i'm just not doing anything extrodinary. i shoot 8 ball league on wednesdays, i do thirsty thursdays with my buddies. that's the stuff i enjoy. i actually want to stop pissing away money and time in bars where i don't want to be. my friends call me "hey lets go have some drinks" and of course i go, because i'm an alcoholic, and i think "maybe i'll meet some girls."
but i don't meet any girls. and i don't usually have any fun. my friends that want to go out, are the guys that aren't happy unless they're the center of attention, so any girls that drift by i rarely get to speak to anyway.
don't get me wrong, if there's a band playing that i dig, i could stay in a bar for days. but for some reason, all my friends here don't want to go see a band. they want to go to bars with DJ's playing awful music, and try to fuck everything with a pulse. i'm glad they're having a good time. i just wish they wouldn't call me when that's the plan for the night.
those nights, i end up shooting pool, getting bombed, and losing money. me and my addictive nature. drugs, alcohol, cigarettes, and gambling. are there any more expensive vices? i doubt it.
oh well, i'm just going to start saying no when they call.
what i am going to do, to make myself happy is get a tattoo in a couple weeks. i'm going with a friend of mine to get her first. she's getting a little memorial for her son, who died when he was an infant. she's getting his name, wtih a heart, angel wings and halo, on her shoulder. i'm going to get tattoo'ed the same day.
"He who makes a beast of himself, gets rid of the pain of being a man."
Thank you Samuel Johnson. I've pretty much decided i want that, like a half necklace around my neck. from shoulder to shoulder. I'm super excited. That quote describes me so well. Don't take it at superficial value, and jump straight to substance abuse. It could mean just in general being an asshole, which has always been a pet peve of mine. Why be an asshole to people you don't know? Being an asshole to your friends is ok, because they know you.
Time for a rant.
My question to everyone is: are you planning to quit smoking? I've been thinking about it for a while, cause I want to start running, but now, I want to keep smoking just to tell these anti smoking cock suckers "fuck you, my body is my temple, and I'll fucking rip it down, stone by stone if i want to."
wtf do people care if i smoke. fuck you fuck you fuck you. I want to chain smoke and exhale in those "Truth" mother fuckers faces. You're not selling anything new assholes. If anyone thinks smoking won't kill you, have another cigarette cause you're dumb and hopefully you'll die before you breed.
Everyone who is happy that federal cigarette taxes have increased can drop dead if they think it'll discourage smoking. It's a Sin tax pure and simple, cause some people want to impose their morality on me. If it's to help the economy, why not impose a tax that effects everyone? They do it because they know smokers will keep on smoking and coughing up money.
Enact a toilet paper tax, or something everyone uses. They tax vices because addicts don't bitch. we just truck right along and enjoy our buzz.
Maybe i'm wrong. What do you guys think?
i had a really long blog typed and i fucking hit the back button on accident and lost it.
the jist of it was, i'm boring and have next to nothing to blog about.
i'm stuck in that, get up, go to work, come home, work out, go to bed, start over, rut.
but it's not really that bad. i'm just not doing anything extrodinary. i shoot 8 ball league on wednesdays, i do thirsty thursdays with my buddies. that's the stuff i enjoy. i actually want to stop pissing away money and time in bars where i don't want to be. my friends call me "hey lets go have some drinks" and of course i go, because i'm an alcoholic, and i think "maybe i'll meet some girls."
but i don't meet any girls. and i don't usually have any fun. my friends that want to go out, are the guys that aren't happy unless they're the center of attention, so any girls that drift by i rarely get to speak to anyway.
don't get me wrong, if there's a band playing that i dig, i could stay in a bar for days. but for some reason, all my friends here don't want to go see a band. they want to go to bars with DJ's playing awful music, and try to fuck everything with a pulse. i'm glad they're having a good time. i just wish they wouldn't call me when that's the plan for the night.
those nights, i end up shooting pool, getting bombed, and losing money. me and my addictive nature. drugs, alcohol, cigarettes, and gambling. are there any more expensive vices? i doubt it.
oh well, i'm just going to start saying no when they call.
what i am going to do, to make myself happy is get a tattoo in a couple weeks. i'm going with a friend of mine to get her first. she's getting a little memorial for her son, who died when he was an infant. she's getting his name, wtih a heart, angel wings and halo, on her shoulder. i'm going to get tattoo'ed the same day.
"He who makes a beast of himself, gets rid of the pain of being a man."
Thank you Samuel Johnson. I've pretty much decided i want that, like a half necklace around my neck. from shoulder to shoulder. I'm super excited. That quote describes me so well. Don't take it at superficial value, and jump straight to substance abuse. It could mean just in general being an asshole, which has always been a pet peve of mine. Why be an asshole to people you don't know? Being an asshole to your friends is ok, because they know you.
Time for a rant.
My question to everyone is: are you planning to quit smoking? I've been thinking about it for a while, cause I want to start running, but now, I want to keep smoking just to tell these anti smoking cock suckers "fuck you, my body is my temple, and I'll fucking rip it down, stone by stone if i want to."
wtf do people care if i smoke. fuck you fuck you fuck you. I want to chain smoke and exhale in those "Truth" mother fuckers faces. You're not selling anything new assholes. If anyone thinks smoking won't kill you, have another cigarette cause you're dumb and hopefully you'll die before you breed.
Everyone who is happy that federal cigarette taxes have increased can drop dead if they think it'll discourage smoking. It's a Sin tax pure and simple, cause some people want to impose their morality on me. If it's to help the economy, why not impose a tax that effects everyone? They do it because they know smokers will keep on smoking and coughing up money.
Enact a toilet paper tax, or something everyone uses. They tax vices because addicts don't bitch. we just truck right along and enjoy our buzz.
Maybe i'm wrong. What do you guys think?
I'll be 26 in a couple of weeks, and realized that I've only got about year left to smoke. Wow. I've enjoyed every single minute of it.
The new tax isn't something I'm complaining about. I'll continue to walk down to the corner store and pick up my Camels. I guess when I moved to Alabama, I was already used to paying over 5 bucks for a pack of smokes, that I was astonished I could get cigs for 4 bucks.
what are you thinking about getting tattooed?