So...i totalled my car last night. I'm fuckin' pissed. My knee hurts, and my neck is stiff. Why is it that everytime I get to a point of well-being, I get knocked down. I already have a fucked up, crazy schedule and entirely too much shit on my plate...then just when I'm getting it all sorted out, something else has to fucking happen to me....
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ahhhh, finally a fucking day off.
i need to take my lazy ass to the gym. i'm rollin' on fatty-fat girl status, haha.
So, I got some wonderful news today. Some of my very good friends are opening a tattoo shop in a few months and want me to manage it. These are some very good artists and I am flattered and excited that they...
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i need to take my lazy ass to the gym. i'm rollin' on fatty-fat girl status, haha.
So, I got some wonderful news today. Some of my very good friends are opening a tattoo shop in a few months and want me to manage it. These are some very good artists and I am flattered and excited that they...
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ricksnake:
Well if you feel like you're getting fat. Some people say when you're fatter tattoos hurt less! I don't know I've been tattooed both ways and it all fuckin hurts!
So when are you actually moving back to the area and where is this shop going to be? I get tired of sending stuff I don't want to do to asshole shops around here. Maybe if you guys are close enough I'll send shit your way!
So when are you actually moving back to the area and where is this shop going to be? I get tired of sending stuff I don't want to do to asshole shops around here. Maybe if you guys are close enough I'll send shit your way!
ricksnake:
I just checked out the site. They do some kick ass work! Who all is leaving that shop and who's staying? I'll put up some pics soon. I promise! I've just been lazy!
I am peachy.
I am in good spirits.
I am content...even though I am flat ass fucking broke.
Life is good to me right now.
I love you all.
I am in good spirits.
I am content...even though I am flat ass fucking broke.
Life is good to me right now.
I love you all.
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danfer:
you too whats goin on
the_deacon:
Glad to hear most is going well...except for the broke thingie! 
BLAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
you know that song by Blue October, "Hate Me"......I've had it on repeat for like two days now. I think it's time to change it to something else. I am making a promise to myself from here on out......do what makes me happy. I'm gonna quit my daily drinking, it is making me very depressed. I'm gonna keep the important things at the top of...
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time is at a standstill.
over and over...repetition is my downfall.
all i want is to be content.
sometimes i feel like that is unatainable.
i'm beginning to get the feeling that i am doing this to myself.
this isn't fate, or what a higher being has deemed my life to be.
i am just very hard to satisfy.
i'm not a shitty person......am i?...
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over and over...repetition is my downfall.
all i want is to be content.
sometimes i feel like that is unatainable.
i'm beginning to get the feeling that i am doing this to myself.
this isn't fate, or what a higher being has deemed my life to be.
i am just very hard to satisfy.
i'm not a shitty person......am i?...
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jessicalea:
very hard too satisfy? you mean you have standards and expect for the people in you life to live up to them? i dont think there is anything wrong with that. Either way Im sure you are not a bad person, there is notihng wrong with knowing what you want.
nc_guy:
Nope. You're not a shitty person at all. I personally don't believe in fate. I think that we're all in charge of our own destiny.
Only you can change the path you're on, and you're in charge of your own happiness, my friend.
Only you can change the path you're on, and you're in charge of your own happiness, my friend.
i am logging in and i have no reason to anymore.
i am sad.
i lost my best friend.
i am sad.
i lost my best friend.
spekter:
que?
confused and stuck. this is a bitch. i dont know what to do with my life.
spekter:
When you finally find out all the answers call me up and let me know, because Im trying to figure it out my damn self.
bleh. i hate life. i hate love. i hate knowing what's around the corner.
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nc_guy:
What's around the corner that you hate so much?
auto_maton:
If you know whats around the corner, do your best to fix it before it happens. The future is never set in stone. The only thing you can think about is now,and try to fix now so the future wont suck. If you see whats comming fix it. You are your own person with your own life, you deserve better then the people who came before you, even if you think differently.
Gotta catch up on homework before tomorrow.
Ranger game tonight. Gonna be at work late.
Argh!!! Yankee game this weekend....gonna get my ass handed to me.
So much to do....so little time.
Ranger game tonight. Gonna be at work late.
Argh!!! Yankee game this weekend....gonna get my ass handed to me.
So much to do....so little time.
the_deacon:
That's ok...if it makes you feel better...I planned on finishing the entire front patio in my two days off...my hands hurt so bad from hauling and from my mangled finger...it got crunched yesterday...I did minimal expenditure...then hung out in the hammock for some sleep with Trooper sleeping in the hammock with me...then I toughed it out tonight and did some fishing...Overall...I accomplished little today in the project area...but it was still a relaxing fun day! 
Take it easy sweatheart and things will turn around for you, I promise.