It's 4:30am, AND I FEEL SO EMOTIONALLY SICK RIGHT NOW.
I actually had a nice night out with a friend tonight and after some problems getting home, I got in at 2am.
But once I got in, my mood has sunk lower than I have felt in a long time.
Like in the "WHAT MAKES ME SAD" part of my profile, the thing that upsets...
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I actually had a nice night out with a friend tonight and after some problems getting home, I got in at 2am.
But once I got in, my mood has sunk lower than I have felt in a long time.
Like in the "WHAT MAKES ME SAD" part of my profile, the thing that upsets...
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It's 2am and I got back home 30mins ago from a lovely day in Brighton with the wonderful Akemi, and later on with my good friend Laurie.
Here are my 3 favourite photo's from the day. But I think we can all agree who has the better shot of the 1st one (I like yours better Akemi
... but you do have a spanking...
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Here are my 3 favourite photo's from the day. But I think we can all agree who has the better shot of the 1st one (I like yours better Akemi
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arielle:
thanks for all those great thoughts...
those peoples, talk-shitting me, I don,t need them.
They aren't even my friends. Why should I care... I mean, they never helped me and probably never will. WHy should I pay attention to their opinion if its only to bring me down?
You're totally right
Have a good weekend
Did you like my other art pieces in my pictures section?
those peoples, talk-shitting me, I don,t need them.
They aren't even my friends. Why should I care... I mean, they never helped me and probably never will. WHy should I pay attention to their opinion if its only to bring me down?
You're totally right
Have a good weekend
Did you like my other art pieces in my pictures section?
basil123:
Those pictures are lovely. It makes me wish I had more lenses for my own camera.
I agree with your comment. I just have to keep going because ending your life is never the answer, although it's kinda hard not to think about it when things get bad for me.
I'll be in London soon, it would be lovely to go for a tea
I agree with your comment. I just have to keep going because ending your life is never the answer, although it's kinda hard not to think about it when things get bad for me.
I'll be in London soon, it would be lovely to go for a tea
Tears In Rain
My favourite scene from a movie.
This is also a good analogy for me right now I think.
My favourite scene from a movie.
This is also a good analogy for me right now I think.
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niobe:
Two more days of dinosaur week. Tomorrow we are making dinosaur puppets and on Friday we are watching The Land Before Time.
I hope you are sleeping well.
I hope you are sleeping well.
mat8drb:
Damn right. It never changed my life - I think I'll put that one down to "To Bring You My Love", which was wonderful to my 15 year old ears.
But it certainly has made this week easier to get through. And it'll be on in the hire car tomorrow.
But it certainly has made this week easier to get through. And it'll be on in the hire car tomorrow.
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astraltraveller:
Yes and the Cocteaus are one of my all time favourites.
gigisimone84:
well, i think this is the entry you wanted me to read..
it's strange because i went through the same thing as you...i lost some family members that were very dear to me...the father of my son& lover of 5&1/2 years broke up with me and to top it off i found out he was living a total double life, and i too suffer from seizure disorder. i had four suicide attempts& was in a mental institution for nearly a month...my last suicide i took a bottle of tranquillizers...my father found me& took me to emergency...the doctor's said if he hadn't found me i would have died.
i think depression is something that comes slowly at first then sudden...i think it leaves the same way....slowly at first then sudden.
yes, many people don't connect to an emotional pain...most people only believe waht they see, unless of course you've been through it.
it's strange because i went through the same thing as you...i lost some family members that were very dear to me...the father of my son& lover of 5&1/2 years broke up with me and to top it off i found out he was living a total double life, and i too suffer from seizure disorder. i had four suicide attempts& was in a mental institution for nearly a month...my last suicide i took a bottle of tranquillizers...my father found me& took me to emergency...the doctor's said if he hadn't found me i would have died.
i think depression is something that comes slowly at first then sudden...i think it leaves the same way....slowly at first then sudden.
yes, many people don't connect to an emotional pain...most people only believe waht they see, unless of course you've been through it.
http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/england/london/6217514.stm
So, this is my first blog.
Talk about the calm after the storm!
Not a single leaf is moving here.
I've felt really strange today. Tired and lethargic, after the chaos of yesterday's NW London Tornado.
Yesterday was one hell of a day, hell being the operative word for the one's who's houses are a pile of rubble.
The Tornado was really close to...
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So, this is my first blog.
Talk about the calm after the storm!
Not a single leaf is moving here.
I've felt really strange today. Tired and lethargic, after the chaos of yesterday's NW London Tornado.
Yesterday was one hell of a day, hell being the operative word for the one's who's houses are a pile of rubble.
The Tornado was really close to...
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mat8drb:
I don't have a top ten as such; I like Cherry,Sean,Albertineand Oryx. tmromin as well.
On another note, seriously, the DVD was very nice but totally unnecessary: it is a very nice thought, but seriously, internet friendship is just about swapping jokes and experiences for me. I'll quite happily get to you know you first, you can speak to some of the other UK members and become more a part of things. Okay?
On another note, seriously, the DVD was very nice but totally unnecessary: it is a very nice thought, but seriously, internet friendship is just about swapping jokes and experiences for me. I'll quite happily get to you know you first, you can speak to some of the other UK members and become more a part of things. Okay?
im writing you a message right away!