things are looking up i guess. just getting through each day, one day at a time. that's really all i can do. being on birth control makes me a monster and being on all these anti depressants/psychotics makes me a fucking zombie, so it's a real toss up as to what mood i'm in on any given day or at any given moment. but other than mood swings, i can't really complain. i mean, i can always complain, especially about money, but i'm going back to work soon enough so that will be a good distraction from all of the craziness thats been going on. alright, can't really type anymore, so will update again soon.