darkwun

In Memoirs of A Geisha there is a quote "There is a poem at the temple called lost, the words have been scratched out...One cannot read lost, just feel it." At the present moment I still live in my apartment but 30 days from now, the military has deemed it necessary to have me back in a location where they can observe me closer...IN other...
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To anyone reading here is a soundtrack to my life if it was a movie

Opening credits: Floggin Molly - Rebels of The Sacared Heart

Waking up: Tenacious D - Karate

Average day: Tech N9NE - Strange

First date: H.I.M. - And Love Said No

Falling in love: H.I.M - Beautiful(Rock Version)

Love scene: H.I.M - Beautiful

Fight scene: Dimmu Borgir - Burn in Hell...
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Why is it that so many people I have to work with, or associate with while in uniform put so much stock into the non-sensicle(not sure if it's a real word if not it should be) ramblings that I am almost assured to utter throughout the couse of an 10 hour period? It's almost as if they expect a totally different person, when I say...
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YAY I got a new car I'll take pics of it this weekend it's nice and fun...hehe i moves fast for it appearence

ARRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGG concert was awesome kinda last moment anyone in the Germany area that was at Hexen Tanz????? well i was and it rocked like 1499 well 1245 with some 1972 but all the same it was kool i'm sore so i'm going to drink some guiness and watch some Farscape pictures later

Tomorrow is D-Day Guild Wars Factions hits the shelves and i'll be the first in line to get my copy :-D i'm so happy more on it later

I am overexcitable, far too trusting, nerdy, far too forgiving, stubborn, stupid, arrogant, confident, self-absorbed, creative, destructive, a procrastinator, hypo-somniac, insomniac, unpredictable, excentric, moody, careless, forgetful, scared, worried, angry, sad, happy, emotional, emotionless, my own traitor, the source of my destruction, a kid, responsible, irresponsible, misanthropic, too hyper to keep track of reality, too calm to stay in illusions, the man under my bed, the...
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Why do the women in my decide to just walk out one day with out telling me????? so far in the breakup department i think i've been ass raped twice or maybe three times now...you would think i would develop a neurosis by now but nope i haven't learned from anything seeing as how i can't see and flaws on my part. mostly hers that...
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I'm back finally I have my internet back and what did i do to celebrate???Drink Jager and Nyquil Set up 2 monitors for one computer downloaded 200 updates for my computer and then went to sleep listening to Danzig Circle of Snakes on Repeat I had wonderful dreams that i can't remember anymore and for some reason I woke up early oh well

i am sorry to all those who have been looking for more update but i am with out the internet until 1 i move to a new place and 2 i get cable so for a while i wont be all the reachable and thanks to all who still bother to read my journal...Azeral i thought we were going to hang out some time but...
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Trapped:

Alone but surrounded by people
Never to be silent, it's my only solace
The voices never stop speaking
Speech in twiztid tounges makes me fear this place

How can I combat my fears
When there's no where to hide
Sad and angry ready to shed tears
Empty the only thing I want is suicide

Now my feat are sore from wandering
Walking the globe...
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