Normally i dont write blogs because i dont really have much to say but for some reason i feel like writing. Maybe its because i dont want to do my school work.
....So there is this new girl at work. well she isnt really new she has been there for a couple months now. I have biggest crush on her. I remember the first time i saw her, it was while i was coming back from a smoke break and just after i badged into my section, she walked past me. I work with many beautiful and hot women but this one was just my type and at first sight i thought she was gorgeous. For the record i have never dated a woman from work (my ex fiance doesnt count because she was the one who got me into this company) but.... i am not against inter office romance and i am not for it either. its a area that you must walk a thin line IMO. So a few days go by and i dont see her again. then one day she was sitting with one of my fellow counselors in her cubicle. i realized she was in training. let the infatuation begin. Well it turns out that she sits a couple desks from me and she is one of my co worker's finance counsler and her mentor is my finance counselor. A week goes by and i think she is beautiful but i am a little shy so i dont say a word to her. well that weekend a friend takes me to see a indy film "peaceful warrior". I have read the book and it reminded me that i should live in the moment. i vow to myself that i am going to talk to her that monday. So on monday my chance comes along when i notice her talking to my finance counselor across the way from me. i turn around in my chair at the right time when she is about to walk away and we look into each other's eyes. i say HI and she stops and we start chatting. I am asking her how she is liking it so far. The second thing i notice about her is her gorgeous eyes but the first thing was her accent. I love accents!!!! this is the first time i have heard her talk before. It wasnt a southern or anything like that but foreign!! i should have known by her last name since its unpronouncable by someone who hasnt really left the country. After talking a bit, i find out that she is from Bosnia. She has been here about 7 years. we talk about for a little bit and we talk about tattoos since mine are clearly visable even wearing professional dress. She has a few herself. welll... Its been a few weeks now and we talk often and i am completely infatuated. She is totally my type... she is completely beautiful in every way but very simple. she is not the type that all the guys will gawk over because she seems like the girl next door. I would have asked her out a long time ago but the ring on her finger pushed me back a little. it wasnt a wedding ring but just a simple ring that any other woman would normally wear on any other finger but the wedding finger causes me to pause every time. I do a little talking around and i find out that she isnt married but she does have a boyfriend who is also originally from Bosnia too. She hasnt mentioned him to me but the fact that i know has stopped me from asking her out on a date because how can i compete with someone who can relate to her in that way? it occured to me that maybe she is with him out of convience because of that connection. but i am not going to try to step in because i wouldnt want some jerk to do that to my girlfriend. Screw that, i dont want to be that guy! So i have this office crush and even though i want to ask her out... it feels good anyways. it doesnt feel good because its safe but because i havent felt this way when i see someone since i was engaged a couple years ago.
....So there is this new girl at work. well she isnt really new she has been there for a couple months now. I have biggest crush on her. I remember the first time i saw her, it was while i was coming back from a smoke break and just after i badged into my section, she walked past me. I work with many beautiful and hot women but this one was just my type and at first sight i thought she was gorgeous. For the record i have never dated a woman from work (my ex fiance doesnt count because she was the one who got me into this company) but.... i am not against inter office romance and i am not for it either. its a area that you must walk a thin line IMO. So a few days go by and i dont see her again. then one day she was sitting with one of my fellow counselors in her cubicle. i realized she was in training. let the infatuation begin. Well it turns out that she sits a couple desks from me and she is one of my co worker's finance counsler and her mentor is my finance counselor. A week goes by and i think she is beautiful but i am a little shy so i dont say a word to her. well that weekend a friend takes me to see a indy film "peaceful warrior". I have read the book and it reminded me that i should live in the moment. i vow to myself that i am going to talk to her that monday. So on monday my chance comes along when i notice her talking to my finance counselor across the way from me. i turn around in my chair at the right time when she is about to walk away and we look into each other's eyes. i say HI and she stops and we start chatting. I am asking her how she is liking it so far. The second thing i notice about her is her gorgeous eyes but the first thing was her accent. I love accents!!!! this is the first time i have heard her talk before. It wasnt a southern or anything like that but foreign!! i should have known by her last name since its unpronouncable by someone who hasnt really left the country. After talking a bit, i find out that she is from Bosnia. She has been here about 7 years. we talk about for a little bit and we talk about tattoos since mine are clearly visable even wearing professional dress. She has a few herself. welll... Its been a few weeks now and we talk often and i am completely infatuated. She is totally my type... she is completely beautiful in every way but very simple. she is not the type that all the guys will gawk over because she seems like the girl next door. I would have asked her out a long time ago but the ring on her finger pushed me back a little. it wasnt a wedding ring but just a simple ring that any other woman would normally wear on any other finger but the wedding finger causes me to pause every time. I do a little talking around and i find out that she isnt married but she does have a boyfriend who is also originally from Bosnia too. She hasnt mentioned him to me but the fact that i know has stopped me from asking her out on a date because how can i compete with someone who can relate to her in that way? it occured to me that maybe she is with him out of convience because of that connection. but i am not going to try to step in because i wouldnt want some jerk to do that to my girlfriend. Screw that, i dont want to be that guy! So i have this office crush and even though i want to ask her out... it feels good anyways. it doesnt feel good because its safe but because i havent felt this way when i see someone since i was engaged a couple years ago.
sheena:
thank you for your comment on my new set!!
captaingeech:
Wow! Very romantic. I wouldn't worry because if she does look for someone else to date you don't have to do anything because you've already set yourself up so well. I always felt being friends and getting to know someone first was always best anyway, and it's cool to see someone who can handle that type of situation so maturely.