cutepillowdancer

well... it's been so long since i've been here considering leaving the site just cause i don't use it anymore... but i'll give it a little more time... hope all is well out there...

well... on the west coast again and god does it feel good. I have a job interview today (fingers crossed) and actually might be working tonight for a few hours on another job that my friend tara got me. I've only been here since friday and yet things seem to be lining up as if i'm supposed to be here. Gotta love it. The kitty...
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in june i move to SF for a few months ( maybe longer if i like it) luckily i have a great friend who is letting me stay with him for two months while i figure out if i want to live in the city or not... he's so great he's even letting me bring my kitty ( cause i can't live without my jo)...
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could they change the site one more time cause really ... i'm bored... i mean i like not having the ability to navigate my own profile i really enjoy that... it makes me smile... shit . did someone sell out??? hmmmmm

well... wish me luck ya'll gonna get on a plane with a photo copy of my license but they said it would work i just have to take all the paper work with it and just to be safe i'm taking my birth cert. too, i know it doesn't have a pic but it is a back up... Hope all is well out there in...
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well... feeling better now. will get a new id when in la and i have id to travel. Weather is crappy here ... but have no fear will be on the west coast soon...Can't wait to make crazy art and I can't wait to see my artpie.

Life sucks. PERIOD. Ya think you're doing the right thing. You think that things are looking up. Then your wallet disappears with every form of id you ever had in it... and will the state help you HELL NO! Can you get a new passport? HELL NO why? CAUSE YOU NEED AN ID TO GET ONE! WHAT THE FUCK!!!! I've been trying for a few...
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I am so excited... I am going back to cali once again... Can't keep myself away from the boy... Little worried about seeing friends up in SF cause i fucked up but i'm hoping they'll be ok. I know most of them still love me but there's one in mind that is really close to the boy that i may have fucked up with and...
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just stuck my finger down my artistic throught (or how ever you spell it i don't know) and puked up beauty... it's the first time i've submitted my work to a festival where i don't care! can you imagine???? i really don't care. i know it's good work and if they don't want it someone will. this is the first time i feel this way......
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I found a hair of yours on my pillow last night.
Nothing could have prepared me for this
No amount of teaching or training could have prepared me for this awesome downward spiral.
How does one start so powerful and come down to the depths of darkness that is hidden in all of our souls?
And where do we begin to find the strength within...
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