csilla

half a month of classes left! im so excited cause i am doing so well finally. and im not freaking out that its the end and i have so much to catch up with, cause i dont. its a good feeling to finally have. im actually gonna be sad when this semester ends. it was a good one.

so ive figured the school thing out,...
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i wish i knew what made some people more emotional and caring than others. and how some people that you think you know so well can just be so cold.

i hope today is a rainy day. i cant deal with the sun today. not at all.

im deciding to get breast implants. i know they are expensive but i think they are totally worth it. it will definitly help my self esteem. and now is the right time to do them if i am going to. im a senior in college, and after that i can face the world with new breasts!!!

so vito and i decided that we needed time apart. for how long, i dunno. it was such a disaster. and im hoping he will realize how much he misses me and needs me in his life. but maybe he wont. and i dont feel very good about that. this is the only situation in life that just always has me running in circles.

its...
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so im going home for spring break tomorrow. cant wait to be back in NYC. but first i have a huge biopsych test. ive been studying like mad for it and i feel like i dont know anything. i just want to sit around and do nothing but pack and watch tv right now. and i keep getting distracted from studying. ugh.

im looking forward...
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i wish i could do things differently. i feel so stiffled where im at right now. i dont wanna change myself and i dont want to "grow up" there is absolutely nothing wrong with the way i am now. whats wrong is society and its norms. i know, this is another emo rant on the institutions we have to endure. but really.

i also really...
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I am back!!! definitly so excited. a lot has changes around here since i was last on here. im off to explore! xo

oh friends.
so fickle.
everyone just wants a piece

thank god for naked girls and icecream

oh and stargate sg-1

summer classes are so fuckin fun!!! lol
NOT.

im nervouse to actually get out there and put my counceling skills to test. i have enough practice with the people in my family lol.

other then that i cant wait to go back to nyc for a while. although now that vito is moving out its gonna suck.

im not even gonna get into that.
this...
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i added new pics if anyone cares