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That girl Sassie and I might be near our end, but that doesn't mean that I don't still support and love her. Some know exactly how this went down, and really, I'm not in the mood to put it on here. Maybe she will spill the turn of events later (publicly), or maybe I will later if feel like being open to everyone about it....
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suicide_earl:
Sounds like one hell of a rough patch frown I wish you both the best, whatever may come.
candycrimson:
Thanks for the birthday wishes!! I wish you two the best of luck with whatever you decide to do. I'm sure it's not easy.
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Sometimes I wish I had no emotions.
padre:
It would certainly makes some moments go by much easier thats for sure
padre:
I was gonna say the same to you ha ha
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If Sassie's blog entry is any clue, we're having problems. Things still feel a little unanswered and uncertain. My whole life I've always gone back to "this is happening for a reason", to get me (and her) to where we're meant to be in this life and in this world. Some of it has to do with taking the opportunities that are placed in...
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smythe:
Good luck dude.
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I haven't updated this in awhile. Lots going on. Too much to really talk about right now. Maybe tomorrow.
padre:
Right on man!
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My job is slowly stealing my soul. I find less and less joy Monday through Friday, 8 AM to 5 PM. Most of my day is spent driving. I use to love driving. Now I hate it because of this. My poor car is all fucked up because of all the driving and from living in it (pretty much). I want a nice car with...
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seizure:
Do photography! It cant hurt! Sure alot of people do it but once they dont get anywhere they give up. Dont give up. biggrin
padre:
I'm starting to think its a west coast show
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My band and I use this program called TabIt. Basically, when you write something for guitar, bass, or drums. You can write it out in this program so you don't forget things you wrote and so others that have to learn it can easily see how it's played. It's helped me greatly at not only learning what some of the other dudes in...
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seizure:
your lady is to busy working for the man. HAHA! i wish you guys could go
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I had a big story here, and then I decided that no one really wants to hear about my band. I'm tired so I'm going to bed now. Unless Sassie keeps me up. biggrin
jamila:
Um, I want to hear about your band.
You have a band?
seizure:
yeah it wasnt bad but it was compared to what all the other girls had. Yep yep!
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I'm not sure if the world's population is getting stupider or it's just out of hand so stupid people are more prominent. More later on as this news story develops.

This is why I wish my baby girl Sassie was out in the living room with me and not all tuckered out from working her new jobbie. Whenever I watch the news, she turns it...
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pawko4b:
Well I see your happy fun channel and say why give them the option when we can just put subliminal uplifting advice in with the audio and on the radio and create a positive more knowledgable world without them knowing. Sure there is a possible negative but nah we won't worry about that.
jamila:
I was actually ordered by my doctor to not watch the news anymore.
I was watching Headline News pretty much anytime I was home and awake, and I was crying over every missing kid, shooting, etc etc.
Too much!
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Sassie and I spent the day in Maryland yesterday. First it was to Baltimore to the Bedrock and Sidecar Grill where we met up with scottsmallin for a photo shoot. In addition to shooting Sassie, he shot Suri, and Fire, and Acacia...together. love

After that, we had a good chunk of time to just hang out, so Sassie and I went to...
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seizure:
itll hurt them frown
captainbackfire:
it was good seein you again man! dont forget the bbq!!!!!
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fire:
it was awesome meeting you!!!
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So, since Sassie and I have moved out May 2007, I've gained back 40 of the 60 pounds I had lost. That's right... I use to be 285 lbs and from dieting, I had dropped to between 220 and 225. I'm now sitting at 265 and I'm completely disgusted with myself. I wish I could blame something for it other than myself, but I can't....
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seizure:
Yeah i think weight watchers only helps if you eat.. and i dont eat unless jamie makes me most of the time.. somtimes i eat on my own sooo who knows. But I gots my crack pills to keep me going. biggrin
sassie:
love you. bok