So much has been going on in the last few weeks...I don't think I've eaten in like 6 days and I feel great....I went to a bar the other night and I met this fly ass girl...the next day we were like tearing our clothes off of each other...her name is Kelly and she's a dancer from Virginia...she doesn't live to far from me...its just that now we are spending alot of time together and that makes me worry alot...I can't be in a relationship because I'm fucked up in the head...I'll write