coffeelove

YAY!
First day of school went great! Only some minor nervousness early in the day but I quickly found some people to hang out with, so we stuck together for most of the day and the party tonight.
It's going to be a long week with lots of parties but I'm taking it easy. Heavy drinking tends to minimize the effects of my meds and...
Read More

My first days in Harstad have been pretty okay, I've moved into my dorm, sharing a flat with three girls and they all seem very nice, so thank god for that!
I had a bit of a panic attack yesterday and I'm really friggin' nervous about tomorrow which is the first day of school. But I feel pretty determined to get through this and my...
Read More

My dad has gotten married.
Four days ago. And he just now called to tell me so.
I'm shocked and fucking hurt that he didn't even tell me, his one and only child.
Fine, you got yourself a young thai girl, I don't fucking care. But you could have told me when you were getting married. Fucking idiot.

Squee-phase over. The whole thing is over.
He's a liar and a player, no thanks, I'm withdrawing my heart from the table.
Gah.. I have no taste in men.

Breathe, just breathe and calm down..

Superfuckingstressed about moving now, I need a van to take the crap to the dump so I can get rid of it for good, before that I can't clean my flat cause there is stuff in the way everywhere.
I'm so hormonal and angry that, get this, I kicked a bucket half way across the room because of a...
Read More

Cause I can't hold it in anymore...
SQUUUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

I'm so stupid cause a guy like him can't be for real.

Argh. It's gone so far that I miss him when we aren't talking. Gawd, I'm making myself puke from feeling so mushy
But happy happy, I have a room in a student dorm in Harstad, so now I have a cheap place to live for the next three years. For those who don't know, I've been accepted to university! Yay!
Going for a bachelor in...
Read More

Shit. I think I'm falling for someone. Oh no, alert alert!!

This song gives me the shivers. They are playing it everywhere in rememberance of those who lost their lives at Utoya.



English literal translation
Surrounded by enemies by Nordahl Grieg

Surrounded by enemies,
go into your time!
Under a bloody storm -
devote yourself to fight!

Maybe you ask in fear,
uncovered, open:
with what shall I fight
what is my weapon?

Here is your...
Read More

So, so fucked up.
It makes me so sick. What one man can do..