Anyone who knows me knows I tend to dwell on things, that silly shit like anniversaries tend to get under my skin. Those people would probably, and justly, assume that right now is not an easy time for me.
The strange thing is, it's not a problem. That's the only reason I bring it up-because it seems like it should be. Hell, when my mood's stable for awhile, as in these past few months, I feel like the sanest person I know (worth noting that sane isn't the same as functional...but that's another journal right there).
It doesn't make for a very interesting life, but I feel more content than I have in five or more years. I'll take that.
The strange thing is, it's not a problem. That's the only reason I bring it up-because it seems like it should be. Hell, when my mood's stable for awhile, as in these past few months, I feel like the sanest person I know (worth noting that sane isn't the same as functional...but that's another journal right there).
It doesn't make for a very interesting life, but I feel more content than I have in five or more years. I'll take that.
judas:
this is good, as long as you aren't hiding from dealing with something.